Shania stood in the hallway awe struck when she seen Tiffany and she wasn't the only one. Tiffany looked from me back to Shania and said "So this the bitch you fucking...? Huh, Shania...?" Shania held her head down and said "Where not sleeping together" all childlike. Tiffany looked up and stared me down all the while licking her lips. I then noticed I was standing in the hall in my boy shorts and tank top. I turned to walk inside when I heard. "So, this where you wanna be Shania...? You wanna be over here with this bitch...this fucking half breed ass Latina...?" “Shania said nothing then Tiffany yelled "What the fuck Shania....Answer me before I slap the shit out of you." That was my cue to go inside to get strapped up. I went in and threw on some sweats and I kept my Timbs by the door so all I had to do was step right in them and get busy if I had to. I went into my wall safe and grabbed my nine and then I heard a loud slapping noise and a thud.
I went back out into the hall and my 6 foot frame towered over Tiffany 5'7" body. I went to help Shania up off the floor and told her to go into the apartment. She backed away slowly but surely but every few steps she would hesitate at every pace. Tiffany yelled out "Get your ass back over bitch...." Shania looked up at me and I said "Get yo' ass in the crib Shania now! I got this..." as she was going inside I turned around and faced Tiffany.
Tiffany looked up at me and said "Bitch you don't scare me easily" I wasn't trying to scare her but I wasn't about to be too many more bitches. Tiffany mumbled some shit about me being a Latina half breed. I turned around and walked off when I heard her footsteps. I turned around and said "look Tiffany, I’m not finna do this with you" she looked up at me and said "Fuck you bitch, all you bitches are the same. Shania will be mine forever and always. So I advise you to get your ass back in there and get my woman before I fuck you up. You fucking half breed." I took a step back and said "Look I'm not gonna be too many more bitches and 2: you not gone keep disrespecting my nationality. Now I advise you to get the fuck outta my face..." Tiffany walked up on me and as she was approaching I raised up my shirt to show her my nickel platted nine and that backed her ass up real quick like, she then smiled and got on the elevator.
I went into my apartment and Shania was stretched out on the couch nursing her drink when I snatched up the phone and called down to the front desk. Ramon picked up on the third ring "Hello.....Hello" I was trying to keep my cool but I lost it "Where in the fuck have you been...?" he stumbled over his words and said "I was in the bathroom Ms. Long. What happened...?” I was pissed now..."You mean to tell me you were in the bathroom...?" he stuttered and said "Yes Ms. Long....What happened....?” I was not doing this now "You happened. Your job happened. You might as well pack your shit up because you no longer have a job as of tomorrow..." then I slammed the phone down.
I went into my bedroom and placed my nine back in the wall safe. I heard Shania calling me and I thought not tonight, tonight I needed answers. I went into the kitchen and put on some coffee then I grabbed me a beer out the fridge. I waited until the coffee was brewed and I went into the living room. I placed the coffee on the table and Shania looked at it then me and said "I don't drink coffee...thanks anyway though" I looked at her and said "You really don't have a fucking choice in the matter. You can either drink this coffee and we can talk or you can call Tiffany and tell her to come scoop your ass up....."Shania looked up with tears in her eyes and said "Fine Desire, I'll drink the damn coffee" now she had an attitude with me. Shania looked up at me and started talking "My mother was a stewardess at O'Hare Airport and she was gone constantly she made pretty decent money I never had to ask for much.
My stepfather was always there for me but I started to notice the way he looked at me was different. The more I started to develop the more he started treating me differently. His kisses would linger a little longer. The back pats went to back rubs. He started coming into my room on some nights just to watch me sleep. At first it didn't bother me until that one fateful he came into my room in his boxers and asked me to suck his dick I was 15 at the time. I shook my head no but he approached me anyway and said "think of it as if your giving me a kiss but only in my happy place" I was nervous as hell what if momma should come in. She was already giving me dirty looks on the regular because my young body was starting to fill out so I was confused and scared. He approached the bed and said "how about a little kiss just this once" I took my time but I planted a kiss on what he called his happy place.
He grabbed the back of my head and pushed now I had my step-fathers musty pubic hairs pressed up against my nose and his dirty dick in my mouth. I felt him expanding in my mouth and I gagged he looked down at me and said "Don't you dare throw-up" I was scared and I had tears pouring down my cheeks. He started moving his hips back and forth and I was sick to my stomach. I felt his hot warm liquid hit the back of my throat and I gagged and he look down at me and said "Don't you dare...I want you to swallow every drop." I managed to swallow what was in my mouth but my stomach turned all night.
My step-father came into my room every chance he got when momma was not at home and had his way with me. Somewhere down the line I found out I was four months pregnant and all along momma thought that it was by some random man but lo and behold it was the very man she claimed she loved. I sat momma down one day and told her the truth about what had been going on at home and also who my child's father was.
She ranted and raved and then she slapped the shit outta me and called me a liar. She eventually sat down and talked to my step-father and of course he denied it and made it seem like I was making passes at him instead. I came home one day after my check-up and all my shit was on the curb. I tried to get in the house but she had changed the locks. My step-father stood in the window looking out at me shaking his head. I was 5 months pregnant with nowhere to go. That's when I met Tiffany she was on the block getting her hustle on and I approached her because I needed a place to stay. She gave me a place to stay but she said she didn't want any brats staying at her place and if I wanted somewhere to stay I had a place but not my bastard baby. I could have turned right then and there but I was tired, pregnant and only 15.
I gave my baby up for adoption after his birth. I let the parents name him and I see him as often as I could. Even though' I was not raising him I still wanted to help out and be in his life regardless so I got on my grind right next to Tiffany. My job at first was just to count money and whatever was hers was mine and I loved it my son was always fresh to def. Soon Tiffany bought me a nice Dodge Charger and I was flossing I had everything I wanted and then some. I passed my momma on some days while she was at the bus stop but I never stopped or even said hi for that matter. I started making drug runs for Tiffany on the regular and then one night while we were sitting around talking and laughing smoking that sticky she kissed me.
At first I was like woe hold up, wait a minute but I was high and my pussy became moist. She stuck her fingers inside my pussy and I exploded. She knew she had me right where she wanted me and I wanted no one but her because she made me feel loved and wanted and desired. Then all of a sudden 2yrs into the relationship shit started to turn hectic. We were always fighting and yelling at one another and that's when she took her fist and knocked the shit out of me it seemed liked my eye was black for a whole month or longer.
I took the money I had been saving and bought me a nice 2 bedroom starter house. I went out to O'Hare Airport and got me a job. I finally ran into my mother but that relationship will never heal. My son is taken care of and every once in a while I get to pick him up and take him shopping and I'm happy with the people I chose to be in his life." she stopped and looked at me and laughed and said "Desire...I know I may seem like a lost cause but believe me I'm so trying to get out of this life style. I wanna be better a better person and a better parent. I want someone that's gonna be there for me and believe in me. I need my Super Woman" I looked at Shania and all I wanted to do was hold her. I sat on the couch behind her and allowed her to lie in my lap and cry. I looked down at her and said "This is the only time you gone catch me outta character so don't get used to it" she chuckled and said "Thank You Desire for everything tonight..."
