I kept Shania at bay out in the hallway. I told the rest of the crew to go inside and that I would be in shortly. "What the fuck Shania...? I thought I told you to bounce...? What you didn't understand Jerome when he said leave" She put her head down and said nothing. "Damn, Shania why you always putting your head down. What the fuck is your problem...?" I finally looked down and noticed Shania clad in a white spa outfit. "What the fuck is this shit we lying to each other now. I thought you worked at the-" my door swung open and the little white girl said "Ms. Long were set up now" I looked at Shania "Were not done with this discussion not by a long shot. U got some much needed explaining to do."
I went inside and wrapped myself in the big plush towel they provided and stretched out. The knots were being removed and the candles and the incense burning was heaven sent. I was just getting into the sleep zone when my phone rung. I popped my head up and Shania was there in a flash with my cordless. "Hello" I heard music blaring in the background so I knew it was Dre. "Hello" this was starting to piss me off, right when I was about to hang up I heard "Hello, Mamma...? I tried to calm myself but it wasn't working. "Who else would this be...?" he laughed and said "Sorry Momma" that's his problem he always sorry about some shit.
"Dre, What is it you want..?" he blew his breath out forcefully and said "Look momma I got some things to discuss with you and I think you need to sit down" see this is the shit I'm talking about. "Oh My Goodness Dre, What the fuck have you done now...? You haven't called me in months and now I need to sit down for some shit. Spill it and give me my shit straight, there's no need to chase the rabbit around the tree." Dre blew out his breath and said "Damn Ma, Why you always gotta come down on me. What the fuck, how you know it's not Dee...? It's always me momma, I'm the fuck-up now, is that it...?"
I was passed piss now "Nigga did you just cuss me...?" I turned to everyone in my apartment and said "Everybody Get The Fuck Out" people went scrambling like roaches when you turn the light on. I looked up and Shania was one of em' "Hey you, Yea you. Get your ass over here and sit down matter fact can you go get me a beer...?" Shania jumped up to go get me a beer when I heard "Momma, Momma..?" I took the beer from Shania and said "What Boi, What the hell do have to say other than sorry for cussin your momma" he held the phone and instead of an apology this nigga gone say all soft and shit "Dee fucking some baller dude but I got this. No need to panic I got this" I almost lost my beer "What the fuck you mean she fucking some baller dude. Oh Lord, I sent y'all asses to California to further your education and instead your sister fucking ballers and you getting your dick sucked while on the phone talking to me. What the fuck rong' with y’all...?" I heard him sniffling but I was not about to apologize.
"Momma, I got this, just don't tell Dee I'm having her followed and momma I'm sorry for cussin you." I gave him that he did apologize "Look, take care of your sister for me and take care of yourself. I love you Dre “~”I love you to momma “~”Bye Baby “~”Bye Momma"
OK, now that I got that out the way I can go deal with Shania. I went into the living room and there she sat nursing a drink. This bitch was killing me softly; I stood there and watched her sway to her own rhythm. "Shania, you ready to talk or what...?" she looked at me sideways and smacked her lips. I know this bitch didn't just smack her lips and roll her neck at me. I tightened my string on my robe and went and sat down in the chair opposite Shania "What the fuck is your problem...? You tell me you work at the Airport and then I find out you work for a day spa. What the fuck, so we lying to each other, is that it...? I was honest with you at every turn and you gone come in my house and lie to my face. You gotta lot of explaining to do"
Shania looked at me and downed her drink then she slammed her glass on the table and got real greasy at the lip. "Look Desire I've been doing everything your way for the past few weeks. I’ve been putting up with your fucked up attitude for far too long. So what I lied about a job, so fucking what. You left me Downtown remember that luckily I had my car to get my ass home. You didn't give a fuck about an apology or nothing. I sent your ass roses twice already trying to apologize for my part but you shut me out. You left me standing in the parking lot at IHOP while everyone pointed and laughed at me. You gone give me 40$ and say here bitch take a cab. You know what Desire fuck you, you had sex with me last night and made me feel special. Then you gone pull this bullshit..." she finally shut the fuck up and now it was my turn.
I placed my beer on the table and said "I'm gone tell you this and once I'm done you can get the fuck up out my spot. Now pay close attention because I'm only gone say this once. Now Bitch, peep game: when I first met you I thought you were a cool chick but bitch something wrong with you. In the little time I've known you you've been nothing but a pain in my ass. You must forget it was me bitch that strapped up and faced your demon. It was me bitch that came out of my character for you. The same bitch that got smacked up and thrown against the wall it was fuckin me who came to your rescue. Yea, I left your ass Downtown because one minute you wanted to be all up under me and then the next you were terrified to be seen in public. Yea, I left your insecure ass right there and if you wouldn't of made it to the truck yo' ass would of been left down by the Pier. Stupid bitch don't realize when somebody trying to me nice to you. Simple bitches I swear and another thing I was sitting right there in IHOP when you totally disrespected me in from of your ex. You stood up and made an ass out of yourself not me. Yea, I left your ass at IHOP because you basically spit in my face and didn't give a fuck about how I felt. That little 40$ I gave you wasn't shit, you better be glad I gave you that. I could have been a bitch and told you to catch a ride with Tiffany. You know what get the fuck up out my spot. Bitch, you need to get your priorities in order and figure out shit for yourself. I can't do it for you...trinflin I swear"
Shania stood up and said "Bye Desire, if it means anything at all I do apologize for lying. Then again you know what I didn't lie, I just didn't tell you everything" Shania made it to the door and went to step when I said "Shania, what is it you haven't told me...?" she looked over her shoulder and said "Bye Desire," and she closed the door behind her. I went for the door when my phone rung. "Hello" I heard someone crying so now I was worried "Hello," I hear sniffle, sniffle "Um, Ms. Long this is Melanie" oh shit "What up Melanie, everything OK..." she sniffled and said "It's Ms. Harden, she came in from court today tore up. She couldn't even move let alone talk. That one attorney Artijane' Monroe was with her and she was a mess also. I asked if there was anything I could do and she said she would only talk to you. I told her that you were out for the day and she just cried.
"OK Melanie, Where is she now...?" I heard her sniffle and then she said "She went home for the day, was it OK to send her home...? I breathe a sigh of relief "Yea that was cool. Look I'll be in tomorrow hey hold it down for me" she chuckled a little and said "OK Ms. Long, Bye" before I hung up I said "Bye, and Melanie thanx" I hung up. I straightened up my living room and proceeded to my bedroom where I stretched out my California King and feel asleep.
