IT DOESNT WORK FOR US || KIM TAEHYUNG [C]

Part 14

Saera Pov

Bogum and i were already engaged 2 weeks ago after i agree to this weeding. We were in a progress to know each other. It's not that hard to understand him tho. But for me? Maybe a little bit harder.

As my shift was over, Bogum wants to send me home but i refuse. I want to meet someone who i haven't seen for awhile. I heard he fainted 2 weeks ago. I hope he's fine. I really missed him. 

I text him but he didn't reply. I called him but it seems like he has change his number. I texted his friend and ask to meet him secretly so i need their help.

They agree and now we're going to meet at last. Before i went and see him, i want to see someone else first.

I went to the Mental Hospital and visited my old friend. I asked the receptionist for her room and she told me. I thanked her and i walked towards the room. I was nervous to meet her. I'm afraid that she might went wild if she saw me.

I took a deep breath and opened her door as i arrived. I looked around to find her. There she was, laughing and crying alone on the bed. I walked near her and stood infront of her.

"Hey, long time no see, Haeju" i said slowly so it won't make her shocked or something. She lifted her head and her eyes widened. She began to laugh and grabbed her hair tight.

"You...Saera..Hahaha..you.." that's the only thing she said.

"Yes. It's me, Saera" i said while smiling.

"You like it right? I'm here? Wait...you must be sad..i stole Taehyung from you! You..where is he?!" she began to shouted and yelled.

Still in the same position. Grabbing her hair and pulling them. She started to rebelling. I took a step back and my hearts pounds.

"Haeju.." i said half whisper and the nurses ran to her and grab her.

They inject something into her which made her fall asleep. They asked me to comeback later and apologised for what happen. I just listen to them and leave the Hospital.

I went to the Cafè and waited for him to arrived. I sipped my coffee and i heard the cafe's doorbell rings. I immediately looked up and it was him. I smiled and he walked over to my table as soon as he saw me.

"Saera~" he called out and opened his arm to hug me. I hugged him back and we broke the hugged. He sat apposite me and ordered his drink.

"Seojun oppaya~ how are you?" i asked him while keeping the cute smile of mine on my face.

"I'm fine as you can see" he said while showing his muscles. I jerk my face to him and he proudly showing them again.

"Anyway, i heard you are engaged now? Is that true? But with who? I heard it wasn't Tae" he started the conversation and i flash a smiled of pain as i remembered what he said that day

"It doesn't work for us" i held my tears and looked back at him.

"With my Hospital Partner.." i said and sipped my coffee again as his coffee came.

"ouhh..i see" he simply said and the atmosphere were getting awkward.

"Does he knows?" he said to break the silence. I shook my head not daring to talk. I'm afraid that my voice will shakes and he'll notice that i was about to cry.

"let's not talk about him..for now" i said and he agreed. We were talking some stuff and also about Bogum and the wedding too. I invited him to our wedding ceremony and he left.

It was time to meet one more person. The one who will always be the special person in my heart. I went to the park.

The place where we used to go. The place where we argued. The place where we separated. The place which has been our peace and hell.

I sat at one of the benches and waited for him. I played with my fingers and i was nervous.

"You always do that when you're nervous. I remembered when the results came out, you asked me to check and i saw you playing with your fingers as i came to told you about your results" a familiar voice said.

The voice which i always hear in highschool until now. The voice which i loved to hear everyday. The voice which i missed. The voice which made me laugh.

The voice which made me smile. The voice which made me cry. I turned around and saw him standing behind me while keeping his head swung low.

"You still remembered" i said and he lift his head. I looked at his face. Every angle of it. Every inch. Still the same. Beautiful. Those lips i used to kiss on his birthday. The lips who stole my first kiss.

"Of course.." he said and flash a smile. I chuckled in pain. I can't believe this was going to be our last meeting. Our last talked. Our last seeing each other.

"How are you?" i asked. We were still in our position.

"Fine as you can see" he rubbed his nape and looked down on his feet.

"I..i have something to tell you" i said and he lifts his head. He looked into my eyes.

"I..i'm..." i was stuttering. The words hung on the edge of my tongue. I can't said it out. Why? My lips became frozen to move out the words. It's like it has been shut.

"What?" he said while waiting for the words to came out. I didn't want to hurt him again.

"I..i'm..getting..ma..mah..married.." i said even if it's hard to say but i managed to spit it out. He was froze while still looking into my eyes.

"Congrats.." he said before he left.

"I'm sorry" i said half whisper enough for me to hear. I was once again crying.

"I'm sorry" i kept repeating the words that i can't say to him. I cried alone at the park until dawn.

I went home with puffed eyes. I went straight to my room and was my face. I didn't change my clothes. I laid my self on the bed and slowly closing my eyes.

I really can't believe that was our goodbye. I didn't expect it would be that simple. That hurt. That hard.

Taehyung Pov

I knew about it already. After i woke up from fainted 2 weeks ago, i already heard it by accident. I didn't believe the rumors until i heard it from you.

I wanted to asked you about it but we have to go for world tour and fan meeting. No matter how i tried to deny that rumors but it kept following me and convincing me.

Today, i heard it from you. It was true. It really was. I left you like that because i didn't want to see me crying. I walked away from you. I went to the club and drink as many alcohol as i can to get rid of the pain.

It seemed didn't work. I was drunk. I was crying. I didn't get it. I thought after we separated, after i made the 'best' decision for us, we would be happy? Why is it so hard for us?

Why is the world being cruel to us. It's so hurt to let you go. The pain hasn't go away. I can't erase your name on my heart. I tried to move on just like you. It seemed like i loved you too much until i bear the pain alone.

"Yah! Taehyung!" Jimin shouted as soon as he saw me infront of the door step.

"Hey...JimiN!" i said drunken.

"You're drunk..aigoo" he helped me to my room and laid me on my bed.

"You should stop making us worried. Move on Taehyung! Don't be so childish!" he yelled and left.

I wasn't drunk. I was acting. I was sober awhile ago. Maybe he's right. Maybe i am acting so childish.

I should try again to move on!

Hwaiting!!