Imperfect Romance

An Arrangement

It's been two weeks since Miyuki and Ai had their little heated make out session and things were beyond awkward between them. They didn't even greet each other in the mornings. Not to mention that they didn't have their usual late evening conversations anymore. The whole situation had Miyuki confused and his thoughts were scattered in a million different directions which led him to be distracted during practice. The other day he almost failed to catch one of Kawakami's pitches which was something that never happened to him before which led everyone to be perplexed.

Miyuki didn't hate his current situation with Ai just because he was getting distracted at practice, or because he was more confused about his feelings towards her, but because he just missed her. He missed seeing her smile every morning when she greeted him, he missed texting her, he missed teasing her and her teasing him back, he missed going to her house, he missed the melodious sound of her voice, he missed her scent, he just missed her overall presence. He's been in contact with Ai in one way or another for almost two months now and she has become a fixation in his life. He didn't want things to end like this. Miyuki wanted to keep her in his life. But how would he keep her in his life when there is something much greater than a simple 'friendship' between them? What they were going to do about their feelings? Although his lustful desires have been quenched for a while he still felt the need of going further. An overwhelming need that grows stronger with each day that goes by.

That overwhelming feeling has not just distracted him from baseball or his classes but it has also become the reason for his lack of sleep for the last couple of days. His insomnia causes him to lay on his bed staring at the top bunk trying to go to sleep but no matter how hard he tries he just can't. All he can do is think about Ai and unfortunately those thoughts aren't very pure which in turn leads him to getting hard and sexually frustrated since he can't relieve himself while he has two other roommates in his dorm. To make things worse he has been having wet dreams about Ai. Miyuki doesn't know which one is worse: Not being able to jerk off to Ai or to have those dreams about her. His worst fear is that while he is dreaming about her he makes some weird noises in his sleep and wake up his roommates. He would be mortified if they heard anything like that from him since he just knew that they wouldn't let him live it down and would tease him endlessly.

Part of Miyuki regretted kissing Ai but the other part of him didn't. While their makeout session made things all awkward between and now he is facing the possibility of not talking to Ai ever again, he didn't regret kissing her. That was one of the most amazing experiences in his life so far. Everything felt so good. It was an indescribable feeling that made him feel beyond elated and would do anything to experience it again. He has never felt like that before. Now he can understand why his teammates are always bemoaning about not having a girlfriend. Having someone to do those things with sure felt nice.

Miyuki shook those thoughts away from his head since he was currently in his desk. They had a short 10 minute break and he was wasting his time thinking about Ai. Also the last thing he wanted was to get a boner while he was in his classroom. The day was far from over and there was no way that he could do anything about it if that would to occur. He averted his gaze away from the window and discreetly tried to concentrate on Ai. She was currently erasing the past lecture from their last class so the next teacher could have the chalkboard available to use after their break. Ai had a look of utmost concentration while completing her task. Miyuki unconsciously smiled. She just looked so cute when she-

"Oi, what are you smiling about idiot?" Kuramochi interrupted his thoughts with a cocky grin gracing his features. He was standing in front of Miyuki's desk with his hands shoved inside his pockets.

Miyuki didn't miss a beat and just looked up at him and smirked. "Oh nothing I was just thinking about our next practice match,"

Kuramochi scoffed. "You truly are a baseball idiot."