Charity's pov
After my little confession to Blake chase had come and taken me to the pack doctor. She was a sweet little old lady but her smart comments told me she didn't approve of her alpha female being pregnant with another male baby. When we discovered that i was indeed pregnant I lowered my head in shame.
How can I be that stupid to let my ' mate' take the only precious thing I had left of me. I could see the disappointed look on chases face and the sympathic emotions that flashed in his eyes. I wanted none that from no one.
I hadn't spoken to Blake in what felt like years but it's only been merely 2 hours. He was ignoring me and I could tell , like what happened in the kitchen earlier.
Flash back
I walked in the kitchen to quench my thurst the puked I haved up earlier still lingered in my mouth and danced on my taste buds. Disgusting yea I know right. Blake was leaned against the island talking to a blonde dude with a blue top and dark Black jeans to match.
He was merely shorter than Blake but I could tell by the way he stood that he was either a trak, runner, or a fighter. Either would suit him but with muscles like his I would classify him as a fighter.
Mines and Blake's eyes met and with a sharp and pointed look, he turned away and left the kitchen before I could speak. My throat constricted and my lungs squeezed tightly against its cage and my heart just dropped 40 miles from where it actually belongs. He was beyond mad or upset, he was disappointed with me.
A feeling crept it's way to my chest and I knew what it was.
Guilt. It was eating me alive and the only way it would stop is if Blake would talk to me. But judging on how things are going I knew it would be a while.
End of flash back
I walked upstairs to my room and threw myself on the bed. I wanted sleep, it's the only medicine for my sickness. But as always fate had something else planned for me.a shrail knock was heard. Why can't I just sleep. I lazily shout a come in to whom ever was standing behind my door.
It was none other than chase, leaning against the door frame, a small smile played on his lips and amusement danced in his eyes. How could he be happy with and angry alpha and a pregnant luna.
" so I see your in that state too " he mused. A confused expression crept to my face and I slowly titled my head to the side wondering what the hell he was going on about.
" what are you talking about exactly" I questioned him.
" well if I may your mate is relentlessly ripping his office apart and beating him self up over the whole thing" he said looking more serious than before. I was lost for words, if any one and I mean anyone should be upset or angry it should be me. I'm the one that's pregnant, I'm the one who has to endure 5 months of pregnancy, and I'm the one who has to raise a baby and one day tell he/ she that their no good coward ass sperm donor rejected their mother. So I believe if anyone it should be me.
" go talk to him he needs you " he spoke again pleading with me with his eyes.
" he doesn't want to see me I can tell he has been avoiding me all day. " I stated nearly crying the last part. He gave me a small smile then place his hand on my shoulder and squeezed just a little to comfort me, but it didn't work. The only comfort I need is the one that is dreading talking to me.
" he needs you now more than ever to get through this...go .. He will understand "
I stood up from the bed and walked to the door that chase was previously leaning on. I glanced back at chase one last time before making my way to Blake's office.
