Blake's pov
Staying away from charity is the hardest thing for me to do. It's like not eating for a week, to be honest I'm really not angry at her, I'm upset about the decision she made. I don't even know if she met her true mate. Maybe I'm her first mate and she had meaningless sex with another. I guess we won't know until I wolf up and talk to her.
I rubbed my hands across my face and signed loudly, this was over whelming and we both was playing in fire not wanting to be burned. I gave my self a small pep talk of what I would say to her as I head to the door of my bedroom.
As soon as I opened the door charity was on the other side with her fist bald up and raised high in the air ready to knock. When she saw me she lowered her head in shame. I instantly felt guilty. She had no idea we would meet and she had no ideal she'd get pregnant either.
" um.... Come in " I mumbled she nodded her head and walk past me avoiding all eye contact.
" I was just coming to talk to you " she said looking at the floor as if it was the most amazing thing to look at. She was hurting because of me, I made her sad and by the looks of dry residue on her face, I made her cry to.
" charity " I said she didn't speak she just hummed still looking down. " poppet look at me " her head snapped to my attention and she stared me dead in my eyes with her big gray ones. Her face resembled sadness and pain and I wanted nothing more than to grab her into my arms and tell her that everything would be fine.
" I'm so s-sorry Blake " she studdered " it was a mistake and i don't want nothing to do with him at all no matter the circumstances" she cried out.
" wait what do you mean circumstances and who is he " I interrogated. She huffed and sat down on my bed putting her hands in her pockets.
" his name is Ryan and he is my mate" she sob " He is the future alpha to my old pack. We found out at school that we were each other's mates and at first he seemed to like the fact . But after an exciting moment in the janitors closet he rejected me "
By now she was streaming full tears I knew better than to touch her when she's in this state. It don't feel good to be rejected by your mate or lose one so on the upper hand I understand fully why she ran away.
" I was a virgin I waited for him but he thought other wise he call me a slut and ugly and said I had no potential. He didn't think I was worthy of being his mate." She continued" I left school went home wrote a note and left. I promised myself I would never step foot on the thunder moon pack again."
Listen to her tell me some of her backfground I could tell she was far from telling me her entire background, she was to far gone for this to be all she's hiding. Her face was blank and the only thing that showed me her emotional state was the tears that kept falling freely down her face. That bastard had taking something so precious from her just to reject her.
I couldn't take it no more I pulled her into my arms and cradled her. Seeing her like this broke me into pieces and the mere thought of that low life mutt getting to touch what was mine was only adding fuel to the already started fire. She held onto my shirt for dear life sobbing and saying ' I'm sorry ' over and over again . I whispered sweet nothing in her ear in hopes to calm her down so we could finish talking , but before I could even lean down to kiss her and tell her it was okay she stopped crying and did the unthinkable. " I charity fitzpatch reje- " she stared but I cut her off.
" what are you doing " I shouted .she Looked at me numbly and her words broke me
" I won't let you hurt me again like he did so I would just get it over with and leave"
" I don't want you to leave your my mate I value that even if he didn't" I said speaking honestly.
" having me here would be a disgrace to your pack and might start a war between the two packs if Ryan ever found out I was having his child and with you" she stated dejectedly.
"I don't care all I want is you and if I can't have that then I don't want anything"
She looked deeply in thought. I didn't want her to go I needed her my pack needed her she my mate my luna and I would do anything for her. She signed looking up at me
" promise me you won't leave me " she said. I didn't have to think about it I hurryly said I promise and swooped her in my arms for a long hard passionate kiss that only she could give me.
I was happy and content knowing some of her background and knowing that she wouldn't leave me high and dry one day.
