charity's pov
after the Blake found me and discussed things with Sam, I was drained, as soon as we made it home I went up to our room and jumped in the comfortable white fluffy bed .I didn't fall asleep right away I was hoping Blake would come join me and rub my swollen belly and kiss it til i fall asleep, but things never go according to me.
his office was right down the hall, I thought about going and joining him there but if he wanted to see me he would have come to bed already. he didn't really say anything to me this whole time. to feel neglected was an understatement , no i felt worse, i felt abandonded, acused, and mostly hated. blake nevers leaves me alone at night.
every since i met him we always slept togather, except when he was on business trips. i would dress in his t-shirts and fall asleep with myself wrapped around his pillow and let sleep take me under. but this was different no matter what i did i still couldnt sleep, i felt guilty for everything.
it was like three in the morning, i conjured up enough strenght to go talk to blake and clear the air. i walked dwn the hall to blake's study and with each step my heartbeated faster bumping against my chest and the twist in my stomach got worser.
when i made it to his door i just stood there confused, who could he be on the phone with this late at night. i listened in on the call, i could faintly hear his voice so trying to listen for the other was pointless. I heard him say for someone to be here tomorrow and that they needed to discuss something. after a minute i heard blake growl loudly and say mines, i didnt think to much of it so i pushed it to the side and pursed on.
i knocked lighly on the door hoping he would let me in and stop being mad at me for something thing i had no control over. the door swung open and reveled a tired and frustrated alpha. he pulled me into him with both his hands on the sides of my swollen stomach and kneeled down and started kissing my stomach. it felt good to know he isnt mad at me or at least that how it seems and i would take advantage of it while i still have it.
with every kiss he pulled himself up making his way to my lips and devouring them. it wasnt like our everyday kisses, it was sweet and blissful. he pulled back gasping for air and i whimpered at the sudden lost of his lips over mines. he chuckled, i glared at him.
"who were you on the phone with a minute ago" i asked
"...." he stared at me not wanting to answer my question.
" blake" i warned
" noone important love so lets get you two to bed " he said pointing to me and then my belly. i giggled as he picked me up bridal style and carried me to our room. he laid me on the bed, i turned on my side so he could lay comfortable behind me and cradle me til i fall asleep. felt the bed dip and felt his arms go potectively around my waist. blaked pulled me into his chest, when i skin came in contact i felt a million sparks ignite in my stomach. it felt amazing that he could make me feel this way.i fell asleep in the warmth of his arms.
it was the next morning and i felt the bed dip behind me, i didnt move just stayed there not wanting to get up. blake went into the bathroom and i heard the shower start. i wanted to join him but being this close to my due date i couldnt start something i knew i couldnt finish. every time me and blake shower togather, we go to the heavens and back making love.
the door to the bathroom open and i turned blake was turned side ways searching the dresser drawer for his boxers. i saw him and all his glory. my face burned and there was no doubt i was blushing. i turned back around trying to fake sleep.
" babe" he said. i didnt respond " i know your awake, you dont have to hide im all yours to see " he chuckled. i giggled and he jumped on the bed and hovered over me peck my lips with his. these are the moments that every girl dream of. having the perfect man, in the perfect home, and pregnant.he loved what ever we was having girl or boy as much as i do and i love that most about him.
a kiss that was suppose to be just a peck turned into a hot makeout session real fast. i wrapped my hands around his neck not pulling away from the kiss, he had both his arms wrapped securely arond my stomach, he pulled me up and sat me in his lap. i deepened our kiss more give him the opportunity to explore every inch of my mouth with his tongue. our tongues tangled and fought for dominance, of course he won.
a knock on the door sounded, blake growl as did i. it took him by surprise cause the look he gave me was showing he was confused.
"what!!" he yelled
" our guess is here" chase said from the other side of the door.
" honey get dressed like really fast" blake said
" what.. why " i whined.
" our company is here. " he said
" okay " was all i said and left to get dressed
i put on a dress, it was blue and gray stripes short in the front long in the back.it came to my knees in the front.i looked myself over in the mirror and smiled in approval. i went down stairs and stood by blakes side as he open the door to greet the guess. before he did he said to me ' don't hate me leaving me confused.
he open the door and every part of me froze and my heart stopped beating. blake pulled me extremely close to him and it was more comforting than stand alone. Ryan stood outside on our porch. this is the guess that Blake was talking about.
" hey char" Ryan said.
