What About Us

Thirteen

I laid on my bed trying to nap through the yelling. I got up in anger and stormed downstairs.

"Listen!" I yelled loudly getting their attention "I slept in a car last night because of you assholes! I'm trying to nap right now because I'm probably gonna have to sleep at Brendon's later since you suck and Petes parents suck! Shut your goddamn mouths!" I stormed upstairs angrily. The yelling stopped, and I got some sleep.
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"Sleepover!" Brendon yelled. I laughed at him. He hit me with his pillow. I grabbed my pillow and hit him back. We jumped on his bed hitting each other with pillows like children. Pete walked in with his toothbrush half in his mouth. He pulled it out shaking his head.

"Sleepover!" I yelled jumping off the bed. I walked over to him and his him with my pillow "Boof" I said as I did it.

"Of all the people I could've fallen in love with" he sighed. Brendon smiled at us from his bed. I kissed my boyfriends cheek so he could go back to making his mouth smell nice. He went back to the bathroom, and I sat down on Brendons bed.

"Patrick?" he asked.

"Yeah?"

"I think I have a crush on Sarah, and I don't know how to talk to her" he said gently "The problem is also, that I think I like Ryan too.  And I've never been so confused about my sexuality.  How'd you know you were gay" Pete crawled into the bed with us.

"He met me, instantly gay" Pete said.

"Shush" I said as he laid his head on my lap.  I ran my hand through his hair "I just always remember liking boys.  Boys were just more attractive to me than girls, and I came out in middle school"

"I knew because Patrick kissed me" Pete said.

"Would you shush" I said.  Pete poked my cheek. 

"I knew when I was 13 and I caught myself staring at my best friend at the times ass" Pete said "Instant boner, that kid had cake"

"You need to stop talking before you go too far" I said.

"Oo, is my Tricky a little jealous" I leant down and kissed him to get him to shut his damn mouth.  I pulled away looking back at Brendon. 

"Have you ever like a guy before?" I asked.

"Brendon's gay?" Pete asked.

"Self discovering" Brendon said.  Pete made an intrigued facial expression.

"Which one do you see yourself with more?" I asked.

"It's fifty fifty" he said.

"Them you're probably bi" Pete said "I'm bi"

"I'm a walking rainbow sorry guys" I said.  Pete smiled happily at me. "What?" I asked.

"I love your face" he said. I pressed my lips against his forehead.

"You two are so cute, it's making me horny"

"Three way?" Pete asked.

"No!" I yelled. Everyone laughed loudly.
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I woke up in the middle of the night and god only knows why.  Pete was on his phone, so I hugged his waist and laid my head in the crook of his neck. 

"Hi" I mumbled.

"What're you doing up?" he asked gently. 

"I don't know" I admitted.  He scrolled through his instagram liking almost every other thing.  He clicked his profile. "It's all of me" I said smiling.

"Of course it is" he said gently.  And then a group pic of us when we all went bowling for my birthday.  The rest were him and his old friends.  The ones who didn't talk to him much anymore.  But, none of our old friends really did. 

"I love you" I said quietly.  He clicked his phone off.

"I love you too" he said smiling at me.

"I love you both but go to sleep" Brendon mumbled. We both giggled.