Eat Jin (Jin)

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I've been starving myself wanting to lose weight. Skipping several meals a day for several days a weak to the point where I feel weak.

The girls at school were constantly making fun of me, saying I was ugly and fat. My family and friends have told me that, those were true but it still affected me.

I was now in my room covered in a blanket scrolling through Vapp trying to find something to get my mind off of things. That's when a new BTS love popped up. "Eat Jin", seeing's Jin's name made me smile.

Jin has always been my bias from BTS. The way he took care of the members was just heartwarming. His dad jokes were corny but still made me laugh. He laid down comfortably and enjoyed Jin eat. Seeing him eat made me happy. He looked Happy every time he ate. I felt my stomach grumble, seeing all the delicious food Jin was eating made me feel hungry too. Not wanting to gain weight I tried to endure it. 

Jin kept talking about their day, while stuffing his face with food, he looked cute. Occasionally making some dad jokes which cracked me up, making me forget how hungry I was. Soon the comment section started flooding in with comments.

"Jin I love you"
"Jin come to Canada"
"Jin what's your ideal type?"
"Do you like small or big girls?"

Reading those comments I want to turn my phone off, because I knew he'd say someone cute and small. The total opposite of me. I saw him swallow his food, taking a breath before starting to speak. I braced myself for what he was about to say. I was shocked by the words he said.

"I like girls who aren't afraid to eat" he said before continuing "I want someone who is healthy and would love to eat my cooking, I want a girl who wouldn't let others tell them what they should be". 

I knew in my heart he wasn't talking about me, but it still felt like he did. His words made me smile, thinking how he was right. I shouldn't let others get me down. He was nearly finished eating and I was beginning to feel hungry again only this time I didn't try to endure it. I sat up on my bed still holding my phone, Jin said his goodbye and did his signature flying kiss, before ending the Vlive. 

I heard a knock on my door, before it slowly opened. "Hi Honey, I made your favourite tonight, would you like to eat" My mom asked with pleading eyes. I thought back to what Jin said. I stood up walking over to my mom, "I'd love to" I said giving her a smile. My mom's eyes grew before engulfing me in a tight hug before running down to the kitchen, hearing her set the utensils in the table. I giggled a bit before walking down to the kitchen, having dinner with my excited mother.


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