BTS One shots

Friends? (Jungkook)

"Y/n guest what?" My childhood friend Jungkook yell, barging into my room. He and I have been friends since we were kids, him barging into my room was no longer a big deal. I laughed at how excited he was, showing his adorable bunny smile I loved. Yes I did love Jungkook but chose not to tell him, not wanting our friendship to be ruined. 

You: Hey Kookie, haha what? 

Jungkook: You know how I told you I liked someone. He said looking straight at me. Remembering how he told me a while back about him liking someone, my chest tighten at the thought. Trying not to show my feelings. "yes I remember" I said looking back at him trying not to show my pain. 

Jungkook: You know Jenny right? I asked her out and she said yes! We're together now!
Hearing him say those words broke me, I felt my chest tighten even more, I felt tears slowly forming. I knew Jennie she was beautiful, she was popular, the opposite of me. Turning my head away from him, hiding my tears. "That's great Kookie!" I said pretending to be happy, still looking away from him.

Jungkook: Are you okay? He asked notching how I tried to avoid his eyes, noticing how my voice was becoming horse. I felt him come closer, I wiped my tears tuning around to face him. "Yes Kookie, I'm just happy for you" giving him a faint smile. I saw him smile before engulfing me in a smile. "Thanks' Y/n, I knew you'd support me, the others weren't so thrilled about it." 
Our group of friends knew how I felt about Jungkook, must be the reason why.

*Ding*

Jungkooks phone beeped indicating he received a message. Jungkook's face lit up at the message, "It's Jennie, she want's to meet up" he said letting me go before rushing to the door. I watched as his body completely disappeared, finally my tears ran down my face.

I've began avoiding Jungkook, days, weeks passed. Seeing him happy with someone hurt me. I get jealous at how well he treats her. I get upset at myself for still having hope. Each time he'd talk id respond with one word, each time hed want to go out i'd lie about having plans, each time he tried coming to my room, it would be locked.
"Y/n honey, could you take the trash out please" my mother asked, nodding i got up grabbing the trash walking out front to the garbage bin.

"Y/n" someone called, that familiar voice, that person i've been trying to avoid. Turning around I was right, it was Jungkook, looking at me with sad eyes. Attempting to run back inside, my arm was grabbed, "Why have you been avoiding me?!" his voice serious with a tint of sadness, that just broke my heart. "I haven't" i said trying to avoid his eyes.

"Yes you have, did I do something wrong?" his tone getting slightly irritated. I kept quiet making his hold on my arm tighter, "Y/n!" his tone angrier. "Nothing, now let go, you're hurting me!" I pleaded, tears now forming. Seeing me tear up made him loose his grip on me. "S-sorry" he said retracting his hand. "I miss you Y/n" he said his eyes now fully sad. "I do too"I said still not looking at him. "So why are you ignoring me then?" "one minute you say you miss me then the next you're ignoring me, what's gotten into you?" his voice slowly getting louder again. Scared of what was happening.

"I'm Jealous okay!" turning around to face him, tears running down my face. "I'm jealous of Jennie, there i said it, are you happy now?" I yelled back at him running back inside locking myself in my room. 

Again i've been avoiding Jungkook like the plauge, I felt stupid, I went out and admitted I was jealous. Sighing I walked around the long corridors of our school trying to find a quiet place to read. Walking I heard a familiar voice followed by giggles, turning the corner I saw Jennie with another guy Jennie pressed against the locker, flirting, touching him all over, soon I saw her bring her lips close to the guy and attaching them. I felt my blood boil. How could she do that to Kookie I thought stomping over to them, slamming my hand against the locker making them jump turning towards me. No words came out as I just galred at them, Jennie's eyes widened realizing who I was.  Without saying anything I walked away.

Contemplating wether I should tell Jungkook. Should I tell him? Would he believe me? Would he still choose her after knowing? Questions running through my head. Hoping school would end.