Lollipop (Namjoon)

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Namjoon's POV

"You're drunk again!" I heard my mother yell at my father, "Oh shut up woman?" I father retorted back, I watched them yell at each other through the crack of my bedroom door, sighing before closing the door. I walked over to my window wanting to escape, I opened the window wide enough for me to fit and jumped out landing on a patch of bush.  I walked off not wanting to deal with their situation, I hated my father and my mother never cared so why should I, I thought.

I wore my black hoodie putting the hood over my head to cover myself, my hands in my pocket as I walked around the city under the moonlight. I watched as cars drove pass me, lights flickering in every direction. I crossed the busy street without waiting for the signal an incoming car loudly honked at me as I reached the other side of the street, the car stopped as the man in the drivers seat rolled down his window "What the fuck do you think you're doing asshole, do you want to die?" he said practically screaming at me, I walked off not caring about the man. I did want to die. 

I walked around Han river as I watched the city lights from a far. I took a seat in one of the park benches as I stared blanky at the serene river. It was quiet and peaceful. I grab my phone scrolling through it as I noticed the time, it was nearly midnight already, I should go home i thought beginning to stand but remembered my parents, I sat back down not wanting to go home knowing ill get an earful after sneaking out. 

I reached my hand down my pocket feeling a rectangular box, It was a pack of cigarettes I had stolen from one of my fathers stashes, I began smoking 2 years ago after accidentally finding one of my fathers cigarettes packs in the garage, curious I tried it and couldn't stop since, my body would crave for one to the point ill smoke a pack or two a day. I reached down to my other pocket grabbing the lighter I stole along with it, grabbing one of the cigs, I put in in between my lips and brought the lighter closer to light only to be stopped by an unfamiliar female voice. "Hey You!" I heard her yell, turning around I saw a petite girl with long black hair running up to me and grabbing the cigarette out of my lips, she threw it on the ground stomping on it. 

"You!" she said pointing at me, "Smoking is bad!" she said putting her hands on her hips as she puffed her cheeks, she was cute. I scoffed before grabbing another but the pack was grabbed from me, "What the hell woman?" I said in annoyance, she walked off and tossed the pack into the garbage bin before walking over and sat next to me. I watched her with astonishment, Who does she think she is? I watched as she fiddled around her bag. "Here!" she said handing me a lollipop. I just stared at her with confusion watching her unwrapped the candy before putting it against my lips. "Suck on this instead"

I turned my head away from her and stood up, "Look woman, I don't know who you think you are but you shouldn't but in people's business alright?" I said trying to lecture her but she scoffed standing up and pressing the sucker against my lips once more. "Here!" she said practically forcing the lolli in my mouth, I whack her hand away but she still insisted now getting me annoyed. "I said stop!" now yelling, she flinched but still had her hand up, I was now getting even more annoyed and about to yell at her once more but as I looked over at her, her eyes was not turning red and tears beginning to form in them, her lips began to quiver and began to sniff every now and then. "H..hey? why are you crying?" I asked now getting flustered, I didn't know how to deal with a crying girl. 

"Please suck on this instead" she said, her voice shook as more tears began to flow, out of panic I grabbed her hand with the lolli opening my mouth and began to suck on the strawberry flavoured sucker. "There, see?" I said still flustered as I watched her wipe her tears away, my heart melted at the sight of her crying. "Are you okay?" I asked softer. Her shoulder relaxed and her breathing now began to steady, she nodded her head looking up at me, I wiped the remaining tears away as I watched her lean against my hand "I'm Y/n!" she said giving a sweet smile. 


"Joonie" Y/n called me making me look down at her, "oppa are you okay?" she asked worriedly, "you spaced out on me", she said with a pout. "sorry babe, I just remembered something special" I said with a smile as we continued to walk around Han river, remembering the place where we first met. "Just a special girl I met here" I said, I took a glimpse at her and sure enough her cheeks were puffed out like they usually are when she's upset. "Who's the girl?" she said acting mad but found it cute instead. I wanted to tease her more but remembered she once ignored me the entire day  for teasing her. I laughed at her cuteness bringing her closer to me, "That's you Y/n" I said, her frown now turned into a smile as her cheeks began to turn red. 

We walked over to the bench where we met a year ago, she leaned against me, her head against my chest as we watched the lights of Seoul. I stopped smoking the night we met, she was afraid of seeing someone get sick over smoking, the reason why she began crying the day we met, every time I craved for one she'd be there ready with a lollipop in hand and a smile along with it. Who knew someone could make me stop with just a lollipop. No not just someone, Y/n it had to be Y/n. I smiled at the memories we had created due to a piece of candy. "Oppa!" Y/n called out making me look down at her, her eyes showed affection as she smiled wide holding out a familiar candy in hand, my favourite strawberry lolli. 


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