Ever had the feeling that you were alone? That painful tightening feeling inside that drives you to insanity, to the point you want nothing more than to feel and create another sort of pain in order to get rid of that one....
In order to divert that deep saddening feeling that wells up inside you to another set of pain....Yes I am in pain...
I hide my pain and smile, I hide my true feelings inside not wanting any attention diverted towards me.I'm in pain, I feel lonely, sad, broken...useless. I hide away in the darkness pushing away all light and cry in vain. I question myself...why was I created? Why am I here?
Would they be happy when I'm no longer around?.... I wish I hadn't existed, and that no one would even care if I had disappeared.
Am I truly alive or just pretending to be....I feel dead inside
Don't ask me if I'm okay because you already know my answer. "I'm okay"
I want to run ....and leave the light
....I'm broken....
...I won't be updating for a while.....I need to sort things through before I break myself anymore....

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