Many of us have heard of the devastating news regarding the sudden departure of Shinee's Jonghyun. Honestly it still feels unreal, a part of me was still in denial, he was my bias in Shinee and forever will be, but now everywhere I look around social media it's about him being gone and now it's slowly starting to sink in that our beloved Jonghyun have gone to the point of no return. Many of us shed tears, many are grieving and mourning over Shawols sudden lost of someone very special.
Jonghyun was my and is still my bias from the very beginning I became a kpop fan, so I was indeed in denial and in pain, but I realize that we Shawols weren't the only ones left behind, his family, friends, his brothers and even his baby Yooguen.
If you've followed Shinee from the beginning, you'll know that they stared in a show called "Hello Baby" to which they looked after an adorable 4 year old named Yoogeun who is now 11 years old.
Baby Yoogeun found out of the sudden death of his 'Appa' and cried himself to sleep unable to believe he lost his Jonghyun appa. I cried hearing about how Yoogeunie crying himself to sleep, he loved his appa.
Yooguen's Mom posted on instagram
"I didn't believe my eyes. The breaking news headline. I was so shocked that I read it out loud. Yoogeun, who was more shocked than I was, asked me multiple times. That moment, everything went blank. How am I supposed to explain this to my child? He kept asking repeatedly. Daddy Jonghyun? Why? He's alive, right? Is it true? It's not, is it?
Daddy Jonghyun went to where your great-grandmother is... Hearing this, Yoogeun cried his eyes out. He then tried to hold back the tears and asked me again. But it could be wrong, right? How did he go where our great-grandmother is? As if he was denying the truth, as if it's too hard to believe. He kept asking.
He kept searching up Daddy Jonghyun's photos on his phone. Then he saw the articles. The child who didn't want to accept the truth kept crying and crying. He's frustrated that he won't be able to see him even if he says he misses him. Mad, sad, and blanked out as if out of his mind. The shock is just too big. He wasn't able to fall asleep. Seeing him trying so hard to hold back the tears, I told Yoogeun to not hold back. Hearing this, Yoogeun sobbed as he called Daddy Jonghyun's name. He then cried himself to sleep.
This broke my heart, Jonghyun-ah wherever you may be now, We hope you're now at peace, you will forever be loved and missed. Continue to watch Yooguenie grow like you have all these years as his appa.
Another heartbreaking thing I heard was you final letter, you were in deep pain which we never realized due to your cheerful smile you always showed. We're sorry for not being able to help you through the pain, but now we hope your at peace and able to finally find your happiness.
Much Love Shawols.
Sorry for this post, I guess I was still grieving 😢
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Goodbye Jonghyun, Rest well and find your Happiness. We love you. ❤️
