its a struggle to get out of bed in the mornings. its a struggle to walk past the quay without stuffing rocks in my hoodie and jumping in. i hate being like this and knowing i tried to cheat and i ended up hurting my friends dosent help.
I have this feeling that when I've finished my exams my time will be up. No more pain no more faking smiles. Just me. No school. Just home. It'll be hell. So I guess it'll be over before I can click my fingers but there are things I have to right and people I have to fix. So I guess you'll have more posts by me, but don't be shocked when my friends write a post telling you I've lost my battle.
