song: Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol
Cloud's POV
Chandler pushes the door open causing me to stumble backwards a bit
"Chandler! Why the hell are you drunk?!"
"I dunnnnoo, you tell meh.." fucking idiot..
"what do you want?" I say harshly.. really I haven't slept my full hours so I'm really pissy right now and not to mention I didn't want to talk to him.. even if he is drunk
"I want you- to st-stay away from Eddyyy.." great, back to this..
"you aren't my father so can you-"
"betcha I ain't! causee I don't beat ya!!"
ouch..
Tears swell my eyes, my dad's a good man.. he doesn't mean to hurt me..not one bit, "Chandler your drunk go back-"
"nooo, not until you p-promise to stay away from Zaaynn" Chandler walks around the room almost tripping when he sees vanity mirror
"Chandler I can't promise that.. he'll always be around.."
"Promise!" Chandler yells
"Why should I?! I'm not your property! So stop acting like I'm always yours!"
"At least I protect you! where has Ed been all this time? I've always been there! Always!!" Chandler turns to me and stares me down, his once shiny blue eyes turned a dark dirty blue..
This wasn't my Chandler, he was gone, he was replaced by this jerk..this selfish self centered one, I want my Chandler back..
"I hate you.." I whisper
Chandler's face softens but quickly gets replaced with an angered one, he throws the beer can at the wall..hot tears fall down my face, he's gone, he's really gone..
"god damn it! don't you see?! Ed is messing with your head! I'm still that boy you fell In love with! The one who danced with you in the woods! That one you caused to drop his spiderman folder and lunch pail!!" Chandler violently shakes my shoulders, I get out of his grasp and slap his face, he lets go and almost falls to the ground
I gag on my own tears..my throat closed up, tears flowed freely, and the only feeling I had was the stinging on my hand
"Ch-Chandler.." I stutter
Chandler holds his cheek and his eyes set back on mine, I back away.. he's going to hurt me..
he's going to hurt me..
he's going to hurt me..
he's going to hurt me..
His eyes burn with anger, the moon's glow shines on his skin making him pale, "Chandler..p-please.."
He turns and sees the vanity mirror..
He raises his hand making a fist, "CHANDLER! STOP!! I-"
CRASH*
I cover my ears and move my head down, once I hear Chandlers ear piercing scream I look up and see his bloody knuckle leave a trail of blood on the broken glass
He's too far gone..
Chandler holds his bleeding hand by his wrist.. his hand twitches dropping blood on the white carpet..
"Ch-Chandler.." I slowly make my way back to him.. his eyes look at me and slowly return to the bright ones I knew. One look at his hand caused him to just ..collapse
"Chandler" I run to his body and shake him violently
"wake up!! please!!" he's eyes shoot open but he still doesn't move..
I check his pockets and go to Sam's contact
hello?
Sam!! please help!! Chandler! HE won't WAKE UP PLEASE HELP ME!! Tears flow down my cheeks
okay okay relax I'll be there!
I back away from Chandler's still body.. my body trembles..
What's wrong with you chandler?
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this chapter was kind of short and kinda weird but it's just a filler :) so I'll be updating tomorrow so stay tuned :)
