Clouds POV
(bear with me, the time might not add up cuz im a bit out of it lo)
4 days...
It's been 4 days since I've seen seen his face, he's no where to be found. Not in the class, not around campus, and I don't even know if he is still in his dorm. I know I told him to stay away and in reality it crushed me to say those words, but I knew something bad was gonna happen, and I have a feeling it's about Chandler. No one knows what Chandler can do next, and he's really unpredictable. .
"Clouds?"
I get sucked out of my thoughts when a voice calls my name, "what?" I look around and Tori giggles at my sudden burst "the teacher dummy, she's calling you!" Why do I always start day dreaming in 6th period?
Mrs.Trevor calls me over, I slowly get up from my desk and ignore the stares of my class mates, "how you feeling Clouds?"
I stare blankly at my teacher, not really knowing how I was actually feeling, "good?" She nods in response and entering her password in her laptop
"so, I've been looking into your grades, and surprisingly, you've raised them enough to go to the trip."
"I have? uh, okay..."
She moves her laptop towards me and she was right, I actually managed to raise them. Wow.
Rose, Claudia
English: B+
History: C
Art: A
PE: C+
Math: A-
Science: B-
"With a bit more, you should be back to all A's in no time!" Mrs.Trevor smiles at me and for once I smile back, "is there anything I need to get ready for the trip?" I ask, if this means I get to get out ofmthusnplace for a while then count me in
"yes actually, a birth certificate, a pass port, and your current grades. But let me worry about the grades, you get the other two items. Keep up the good work Clouds." I smile widely and sit back down in my seat
I tell Becca and Tori about the whole thing and they smile and tell me I derserve to go with all this drama happening around me
Later That Night------------
I get ready to go to sleep by changing into a large tshirt I found some short shorts and put my hair in a messy bun. I turn off my light and slide into bed, after a while I fall into a deep sleep..
"no dad! All of what you want for me, is for you! All you do is brag about me! Your never proud of things I do by my self! I'm tired of living to your expectations!"
What the fuck? Where am I? I look round and see I'm back in my old house..
"Claudia! Don't raise your voice at me! You are forbidden to talk to Chandler ever again! I thought we were past him!"
Dad? Why are we fighting?
"Well, we aren't, Dad I'm tired of you trying to tell me who's bad and who's good! It's my life! I'll live it how ever I want it and who ever I want to have it with!"
Wow, go me. .
"you confront that boy, you are to never speak to me, your mother, or your baby sister.." my father says calmly..
"you. sick. fucker." I mutter
I suddenly get a hard banging feeling in my head, I remember.
"what was that, Claudia?! I dare you to say it again! I dare you!" my father's voice booms through out the living room
What am I doing?!
"You sick fucker! I hate you!"
no..
I see my dad pulling at my hair and notice my dad grabbing at my blonde hair and dragging me behind the couch
I gasp and cover my mouth, my dad would never.. he w-wouldnt, he p-promised..
"Let go of me!" I scream
He tugs at my hair even harder, tears slip out my eyes, "s-stop! p-please!"
He throws me towards the cold wood floor, I fall on my side, holding my self up by my elbows and hands
"you will listen to your father!"
Tears fall down my face and I choke on my breathe, "fuck you.."
I suddenly get lifted up by my shirt, hearing ripping noises, " Let go! I hate you!" and get flung to the white wall. My head hits the key holder and I see my self black out
I open my eyes and see me, well other me in Zayn's dorm.
"oww" I rubbed the back of my head and trying to relax my throbbing brain
I stared at Zayn, something was wrong, very wrong..
"hey there sleepy head" Zayn
"w-why am I in your dorm? I thought I was at my dads.."
you idiot! our father almost killed us!
He looked at me and slowly put a glass of water on his near by desk
"well, you kinda passed out during your car ride home so, I went to go pick you up.."
"you know my mom? And how did you know I was out?"
"y-yea, also Becca and Tori told me."
No. I never told them I was going to visit, he's lying, and I stupidly fell for it! God dam it!
"god I have such a massive headache and I really can't remember anything after going to visit my dad.."
"strange, I know.."
I scream, and everything goes black. I wake up in my bed shivering in fear. I remember, everything fits in place, why I woke up not remembering, but then me waking up at Zayn's doesn't make sense, does he really know my father? was he really lying to me? w-was Chandler actually telling the t-truth?!
what have I done?
Did I choose the wrong person to believe?
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haiiiii well I hope you are not mad at me being late on this chapter, lol any way I was wondering if maybe y all could share this story to your friends? oh god lol I know I sound mean doimg this but can you guys? I hate asking for things cx any way thanks for the people who still read it means a lot so thanks love you all
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