Fixing up my hair and my bathing suit I smiled at my calender.
Last day of school. This year has been pretty damn hectic, lots of things happened and I now know how much stronger I have come. All this way to be where I am I wouldn't take it back for the world.
I hear my door burst open with two girls laughing and running to me and hugging me tightly.
"Oof, okay hi guys" I laughed as Becca playfulling shoved my shoulder. Tori released me and smiled holding her phone in her hand.
"Guys! we need to take a picture!" Laughed Tori. She raised her phone and we all squeezed together smiling into the camera
"Okay done! Now ready to kick some boy's asses?" Becca smirked holding up her water gun.
"Totally." I said 'clocking' my water gun. We laughed running down the hall
Finally making it to the ampatheater we saw our friends there laughing and talking. Over the few months we had made new friends. We had met this new kid named Michael and his older brother Daniel that came from Australia. We also met this girl named Vannesa. She was super cool and was from England.
Over all we were a big family. And I liked it.
Seeing the familiar brown mop of hair I smiled sneaking up behind him and screaming in his ear. He yelled turning around and almost falling.
"Damn it Clouds, give me a heart attack why don't you." Chandler laughed.
I clicked my tongue smiling. I hugged him and he hugged back kissing my cheek.
As you can tell he was okay, he pulled through. I couldn't believe it, I thought I was dreaming when it happened. We all thought we were.
Sadly when he got better, we noticed something was wrong, everywhere we went he would slightly tremble if he was left alone for a long period of time with people he didn't know. He would start shaking and crying and cry of feeling cold when he was sweating. I had told William about it and he took him to the doctor again and they found out that due to chandler being alone and strangers beating him he had developed social anxiety and a phobia of being alone.
He told me he was afraid of being beat again and that for sure he would die. So meeting people and going to theme parks or even something simple like the mall was hard. He would always need someone there with him.
He takes medication but after a year or so he should be able to stop taking them and live on with his life. Like he should have always done.
He does also go to therapy and it has improved him a lot, I'm glad he's slowly coming back.
"Ready to get your ass kicked, Riggs?" I smirked walking backwards to the girls team
"Bring it, Rosey." He laughed
And so our water gun battle had begun. We were having the best time ever.
My family was complete.
Speaking of family, my mom, once finding out that my dad used to abuse me she divorced him and sued him. She took 2/3 of everything we had. And we were a pretty rich family. I mean, I'm going to a private highschool.
So that was that, my mom had told me the whole story how I came to them and how she had always wanted a baby girl. Either way I slowly started to accept that I wasn't really wanted by my real mom but I was happy.
That's all that mattered.
Also another thing, Edward was sent to juvey with the other boys. Spencer, the boy who helped me, had did as he said. He turned himself in with the others, and I had only visited him once and he again apologized and said he deserved it, so do the others. He sent his apologies to Chandler and wished me the best of luck with me and him.
I thanked the boy and left.
I was glad Edward was where he belonged. He deserved to be there. I was stupid enough to believe all his lies, but Chandler was there. He was always there and I never played attention to him.
He loves me and I love him. And I hope we last forever.
You know, us teenagers can do stupid things, say stupid things, but its not like we mean to do it all. We just try doing what we think is best, when in reality it isn't. You can lose and gain people by your decisions. Don't let the world spoil you with the the wrong decisions..
Life will be hard, but don't give up the fight. There's always light at the end of the tunnel, keep fighting for it. Nothings easy, and never ever take your family and friends for granted. One day they'll all be gone, but until that day comes, enjoy the love.
Sometimes you may think your alone, no one cares, and that this is where life ends but it doesn't. Just because you end up falling, does not mean you should stay down, pick yourself up, wipe your knees and hands keep on running. Nothing ends.
Life is precious, so treasure it. Live like everyday is your last. And make sure your living it with the right people.
Because Your Life Is Totally Not Ending.
-Clouds ☁
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Alright. I guess this is the end of clouds.
Ya know, I am so glad for all you. For the ones that kept reading and kept voting and comenting, you all kept me going. And I couldn't ask for any other people to help hold me up. You guys are the whole reason I'm here. I'm writing. That's why I decided to take a break. I'm not leaving wattpad but I'm done writing. Thank you guys so so so much for all the support. Its been an amazing ride and I love you all
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I hope this book continues to grow more and more and I hope this brings as much joy as it did to me.
Have an awesome day guys.
Love you, signing off for the last time-
Ana
