The Boy With Blue Eyes

Part 9

It had been a few weeks and I was starting to be more like my old self.

But some nights were really hard and those times I wouldn't be able to sleep so I would go downstairs to the couch and sit there thinking or trying to sleep.

Sometimes Devan would hear me walk by his room and he would come down and sit with me until I fell asleep or it got to be too late.

We had some of the best talks during those long hours.

School was coming to a close.

We were so close to graduating and finally being done with school.

Homework filled up most of our time and I hadn't filmed a video with Collins and Devan for a long time and all of his fans were wanting to know what had happened to me and if I was alright.

I didn't want to be in the video because I was still super emotional about everything but I told Collins he could make a video telling everyone about my mom and the plane accident.

He filmed the video then it was posted on Saturday.

I was really nervous to let people know what had happened but I knew how kind the Keyper family was so I knew it would be ok.

After it was posted, the feed blew up with people saying really nice things and saying how sorry they were for me.

I was shocked by the amount of people that reached out to me and were asking if I was ok.

When I was looking through the comments with the key bros, I started to cry.

When both of them looked at me concerned and asking what was wrong I told them "No ones ever cared about me this much. I'm just so used to rejection and people not caring about what i feel. For the longest time I was alone. No one seemed to notice if I was there or not. Then I met you guys. My whole world changed. I started looking forward to school and to coming home to see what you were doing here. You guys are my everything."

"Wow. You know, before we moved here, I was struggling. I was always depressed and I didnt feel strong enough or good enough. When you came over after school, it was like everything seemed so much easier to deal with and like I can keep going." Devan said.

*Collins pov*

To here y/n break down like that was so sad and I never realized what she was feeling was so similar to what Devan was struggling with before we moved.

Then he started telling y/n about everything and I was really surprised because he doesn't like to be vulnerable and to share his deepest feelings with anybody but me because he knows he can trust me.

After he began dating y/n, he started being happier and smiling and laughing more.

I decided if they were wanting to share their hearts they probably wouldn't want me to be around so I excused myself in the, what I thought, was the most professional way.

"I uh need to go um see what is happening in the uh the kitchen. Ya the kitchen. Yep. Alright. See you guys in whenever I see you."

Ok, maybe I need to work on that.

Anyways, the two lovebirds wanted their own space so I made myself scarce.

*Your pov*

Collins left and the whole time he was making an excuse to try and leave, I as trying to hold in the laughter so hard that tears were streaming down my face by the time he left.

The second he left I burst out laughing so hard I couldn't even breathe.

Devan had a smile on his face but he was looking at me like I was going crazy.

True to myself, we were in a serious moment talking about our hard lives and I start laughing.

"Anyways as we were. You went through so many of the same thoughts and feelings as I did. We're even more alike than I thought we were."

"I guess we were just made for each other." I looked at Devan and he looked right back at me, his bright blue eyes smiling.

"Ya, I guess we were." I responded with a tone that showed I wanted to know more.

He just smiled at me then got up and left the room.

I stared at him as he left.

He thought we were made for each other?!

I mean I had always had a little idea in my head that we would always be together, but to hear it straight from Devan had to mean something.