Fervid Desire (Good Pleasure Series #2)

Kabanata 15

Kabanata 15

"Drook..." my voice quavered because of the uneasiness that was leashed over my throat.

"Happy new year, Blair..." I heard his voice— it was so sweet but it subsided by myself with so much bitterness.

I craned my head to look at Zach who was looking at me with a stern and cold eyes. His jaw was clenched tightly, I wonder how intense he grits his teeth? I bit my lower lip because of what we did after the call. I eschewed my gaze from him and just think of a better statement for Drook who actually was waiting for it.

"Happy new year! Hmm, tell Tita and Tito happy new year." I retorted, thankfully I didn't waver.

"All right." he said and on his background I heard lots of screams and squeals because of whatever was going in there, "How are you there? Do you want me to go there? Is there someone with you?"

I glimpsed at Zach— still looking at me intently. I instantly eluded my gaze. I gnawed my tongue, it was so painful but the skin of it went numb. I hope it won't tear apart. I wanted to say the truth— that I was actually with Zach but I don't know if it was a good idea. I mean, Drook doesn't know that there was something going on between me and Zach. And if I told him that right now, he will suspect me, he will unveil my dirty secret with Zach. I don't know what will be my reaction if Drook will know my forbidden connection with Zach. Sad, because I might lose a friend, and happy because finally I will stop fooling him.

"I'm with no one... but I'm okay with it. Just be with your Family. I know they need you there." I said, sounds so all right.

"Are you sure?"

I nodded even though he won't get to see it, "Yes, I am."

My heart almost leapt out of my chest when I felt a hand slithered down my folds. The cloth that separates his rough and big hand was useless because I still feel the hotness within his palm. I bit my lower lip when he started on caressing it, the liquid with me exuded out of my tunnel making me dizzy.

"Say you're with me..." he whispered, I immediately eschewed my phone away from him. I hope Drook didn't hear it.

"Zach, you know it's not that easy..."

"Tss, for me, it's just a piece of cake..."

I alleviated the loudness of my voice but I made sure that the stress was still at it. "For you! But for me it's so hard! Drook is important to me,"

"Ako? Ako, Blair? Am I also important to you?"

I lolled my head down. His question was a trick— I was trapped. He knew that he was also important to me! And why this bastard still asking this kind of question? He was important, I have this feeling of necessary— not because he was my fuck body but he was Zach, the man whom I had my first. I couldn't deny the fact that he was very important, even I can't tell it everyday to him— well, I never told him that he was important, I always show him my rudeness, I was unmannered when it comes to him. Now that he was asking this to me, my heart made a staccato thud, that I almost thought that my heart leaps out from my chest, havocking my ribcage ruthlessly.

I want to look at him— in clearer view. I can't determine his expression right now. My view of him from my position was not that clear. His disheveled hair was covering his face that was actually buried on the crook of my neck. I felt him paused for a moment, maybe waiting for my answer. I don't know why I was still immobile, when in fact I was all ready to answer his question. It was actually a very cinch question but it was making my heart dwindle in a very painful way that it also affects my breathing and speaking ability.