a/n: sorry kung its so short :( bawi na lang ako next time mmkay?? :)
*Oli’s Pov*
I sighed as I look at him sitting comfortably on my couch looking very much at home and he had the audacity to grin at me while I was making him dinner. Ang aga aga eh dinner ka agad ang gusto kutusan ko kaya tong bakulaw na to??
If I know gusto mo rin…a part of my heart said.
Hindi ahh…kinakalimutan na nga diba?? Kung bakit ba kasi lumalapit pa. my mind argued.
But my heart refused to listen you love him right? He’s there in front of you…make your move na!!
May girlfriend na nga siya diba?? So why don’t you let him leave??
Hindi ko kaya
Kaya mo…kayanin mo
Ayoko
Arghh mababaliw ako sa kakaisip and I shouldn’t be talking to myself or else and I don’t know what made me decide to look at Jeric but I did in time to see him chuckle as he wave at me.
‘hoy Teng! Anong tinatawa mo diyan??’ I shouted at him ‘ikaw na tong nagpapaluto ng dinner…oh ikaw magluto dito!’
He smiled and zipped his mouth ‘cute mo kasi kanina…weird din. What are you doing ba?’
Did he just call me cute?? Jeric Allen Uy Teng called me cute?? Omg…end of the world na nga talaga bukas!
‘I’m making your dinner your highness baka kasi magalit sa akin sina Tita and Mama pag hindi kita pakainin. I value my life thank you.’ I decided to tell him…as if I would tell him I’m---
‘are you having an inner battle? Talking to yourself as if you can have answers?’ he told me as he walked towards me and I avoided looking at those cute chinky eyes that had me falling for him in the first place.
‘don’t mess with my head Jeric...please.’
‘you know I would never do that to you…’
‘then tell me...please enlighten me if you’re not messing with my head why are you here? Why are you talking to me?’
He sighed and touched my hand at ako naman si gaga kinilig bigla when I realize he was only pushing the knife away…naman panira ng moment.
‘mahirap na baka ako pa ang mahiwa mo…’ he grinned at me ‘wag ka na magalit Olivia…please?’
‘grr!! May magagawa pa ba ako eh nandito ka na? just wait for a bit and dinner will be ready. Adobo lang ha kaya wag kang makulit.’
‘yes!! I haven’t eaten adobo in weeks alam mob a ‘yun?’ he said excitedly as he sat on one of the chairs near the kitchen counter and I was glad for the distance he had put between us.
‘are you on a diet?’
‘late na kasi ako umuuwi from practice…and Holly is vegetarian.’ He then remembered and smiled at me apologetically ‘I’m sorry…’
‘its ok. Im not over you but I’m getting there but with you being here its not exactly helping me move on.’ I sighed ‘why are you doing this?’
‘to be honest with you Olivia, I don’t know. I have no idea…I just have this nagging feeling of wanting to talk to you. Clear the air between us I guess. Hindi naman kasi pwede na iiwasan na lang natin ang isa’t isa diba?’
I nodded ‘and your point is?’
‘I want us to be friends…maybe it’s a tad bit too soon but I want us to be friends.’
‘Jeric…I can never be friends with you, not when my feelings are at stake. Its not fair for me…seeing you with Holly, knowing your happy.’ I stopped then sighed ‘yes call me selfish but its hard seeing you with her. please be fair to me…and to her na rin.’
It was his turn to sigh as he looked at me ‘why? You’re friends with my siblings…you’re very close to them why is it going to be very difficult with me?’
Ano raw?? Baliw na siguro tong si Jeric…hindi pa rin niya gets??
‘ahia umamin ka nga?’
‘yes Olivia and please don’t call me ahia ang weird ehh kahit Jeric na lang ulit its ok.’
‘I’ll call you ahia kaya kung ayaw mong paalisin kita you’ll agree to it…anong natira mo?? High ka ata…’
‘quit treating this as a joke shobe…’ he mumbled ‘I really want us to be friends…friends mo na nga sina papi diba?’
I raised my eyebrow at him and shook my head ‘we’re not exactly friends friends…but I really don’t think being friends with you is a good idea.’
‘and why not? Close nga kayo ni Jeron diba??’ he asked clearly confused at what I was saying ‘so bakit hindi pwede?’
‘Jeric…ayoko ng paulit paulit alam mo ‘yan basta we cant be friends!’
‘bakit nga?!’
I breathed in and clenched my fists at my side and closed my eyes before shouting ‘because I still fucking love you idiot!! And being friends with you would kill me because I. DO. NOT. WANT. TO. BE. JUST. FRIENDS! Caps lock yan para intense!!’
‘Jeric Allen Teng…we can never be friends because I would always want us to be more. I can be friends with Jeron, with the rest of your team kahit pa sa green archers or sa blue eagles or kahit sino pa but I can never be friends with you…not now. You’re only hurting me more…’
I was about to say something when he pulled me closer to where he was and his face was inches closer to mine he whispered.
‘this is what I hate about you Olivia Yoomi Sy Park…you talk too damn much.’
Then he kissed me…seryoso…Jeric Allen Uy Teng…team captain of the UST Growling Tigers…my ex fiancé is kissing me…anyare??
