[Karina]
I couldn't get Justin's face from earlier out of my head. The look in his eyes filled with guilt and remorse. Does he regret being with me that night?
I don't. He doesn't know what that night has done to me. It changed my life. And I don't know if it's a good change or bad.
I've been sitting in my bed, my legs slightly to my chest, my phone in my hand. After all that happened, we never exchanged numbers. I'm kind of glad we didn't. That saved me so much heart ache.
Suddenly my phone rings, bringing me out of my thoughts. I look at the number, not really recognizing it, but nonetheless I answer.
"Hello?" I say.
There was a few seconds of silence before a voice spoke.
"Don't hang up." It rasps.
"W-who is this?" I ask, afraid of the answer.
"It's me. Justin."
Oh my god. His voice was so sexy on the phone. I squeeze my legs together.
"How'd you get my number?" I ask trying to control the steadiness of my voice.
"Lisa... She gave it to me."
"I'm gonna kill her." I mumble.
"Please. Don't." He begs.
I sigh deeply. "Why are you calling me?"
"I want to talk to you." He simply says.
"You are talking to me." I sass.
"You know what I mean..."
"No. I don't. You said you wanted to talk and we're talking-"
"Karina, I miss you." He cuts me off.
I'm practically dumbfounded. I couldn't say anything.
"Karina?"
"Don't lie." I say.
"I'm not."
"Why are you doing this to me?" I whispers.
"I should be asking you the same thing." He huffs.
"What do you mean? I've done nothing-"
"I've been a wreck without you. I-I know it was a one night stand, but it meant more than that to me."
"Then... Then why did you leave?"
He lets out a frustrated breath. " I was scared. I'd never did something like that before. I'm not that kind of guy, Karina."
"Right. Says the guy that had a blond on his arm earlier." I scoff.
"Daisy... Was a rebound. She was a friend, but shortly after... Our thing... I asked her out."
"So, you got with her... To forget me?" I ask, trying to put two and two together.
"Y-yes... But I-I can't." He breathes.
"Justin, I-"
"Karina I know we barely know each other. And that one night stand was suppose to be just that, but I can't stop thinking about you. Please... Just give me a chance."
My heart pounded against my chest, my breathing was heavy. Could I really do this? Be with him. I can't see myself with someone like him. He's beyond goregous, and seems to have a huge heart.
"Karina say something."
"Um... I'm having a grand opening... For my boutique. I'd love if you'd come."
He chuckles a little. "Yeah. Lisa told me about it. Of course. I'll come."
I bite my lip, smiling.
"Don't do that." He groans.
"Do what?" I ask confused.
"You're biting your lip." He rasps.
How the fuck?
"S-so... I'll see you there?" I ask nervously.
"You'll see me there." He says.
"Okay. Well... Goodnight Justin."
"Goodnight Karina." He whispers before hanging up.
I slide down in my bed, my phone close to my chest, almost regretting my decision. I felt my phone vibrate just a little. It was a text from Justin.
'Sweet dreams my beautiful goddess:)'
I smile saving his number in my phone.
Go to sleep my prince;) I text before putting my phone away.
I slip under my covers, sighing in content. I have no idea where this is going, but I hope I don't regret it.
(A/n: I may be updating this all night, or Autism. Depends on my motivation at the moment. Love you for reading😘)
