[Karina]
Laying in the bed, the cool sheets become my comfort as I cried softly. I knew this day would come. He wants kids. Something I'm not sure I can do.
As I lay in bed, I hear Justin's footsteps coming toward the bedroom. I hear the door open and close making my body jump just a little. He comes to the bed, pulling the covers back and climbs in behind me. He doesn't say much of any thing, but I felt his hand pull the shirt off my shoulder, placing soft kisses there. After a few, the sensation becomes to much for me and I moan softly.
"Baby talk to me." He coos softly kissing me still.
"J-Justin I-I can't... Please."
"Baby talk to me. Tell me what's wrong." He begs.
"There's... T-there's n-nothing w-wrong." I stammer.
"You're lying..." He snaps. "Don't lie to me Karina."
I whimper at his words. After being together for over six months, he knows me so well.
"Karina..."
"I-I was pregnant once before..." I finally say.
"W-when?"
"When I was sixteen... I came home from school with bad cramps and I thought it was just my period but... I was having a miscarriage. My mom couldn't believe it. She knew I wasn't the type to sleep around. And I knew Bobby wasn't the father. So... When they took the DNA test, they took the my step dad's and compared it. And that's when she found out the truth."
He was silent, his hands placed on my hips as I talked.
"W-what happened after?"
"I-I continued t-to have v-very b-bad cramps. A-And my d-doctor told me that I m-may n-never have kids."
"Oh baby..." He coos holding me close.
"I-I c-can't give you a child, Justin. I-I'm s-sorry." I sob.
"Come here..." He coos as I turn to face him. He pulls me into his arms, kissing my forehead.
"I'm so sorry..." I sob into his chest.
"It's okay baby... Don't worry. We can... We can adopt children. It'll be fine."
"B-but... I-I want to give you a child of y-your own."
"It doesn't matter. As long as we love that child as our own, it's technically our own." He says.
I sigh deeply. "You don't understand."
"Make me."
"I love you. I love you so much that I want to give you the gift of fatherhood, something you've always wanted. B-but I-I can't."
"Listen... Why don't we... Put it in gods hands... Okay?"
I nod my head. "Okay."
"Now... Sleep my goddess." He coos pulling me closer into his arms.
I smile, laying in his arms and soon I was fast asleep.
(A/n: just a short filler. Hope you enjoyed. Comment your thoughts. Love you for reading.😘🌺)
