[Karina]
"Karina... Baby wake up. We're here."
I raise up off of Justin's chest, rubbing my eyes as he rubs my back softly.
"Hi..." He says in a soft voice.
"H-hi." I say, my voice a little horse.
"How you feelin?"
"I'm... F-fine. I guess." I mumble, shrugging my shoulders.
"K-Karina... Y-you don't have to lie to me, alright?" He reassures.
He saw through me. "I-I k-know."
He licks his lips. "Okay. C'mon. Let's head to out hotel." He says getting up.
When we exit the jet, we were escorted to a car that was waiting on us. The drive to the hotel was very quiet. All that could be heard was our breathing. And I could feel Justin's eyes on me.
"S-stop s-staring." I mumble under my breath.
"W-why?" He asks.
"I-I'm weak enough. I don't need you staring at me.. With those eyes." I admit
He chuckles. "You're beautiful, Karina. You should be admired."
"Yeah... Well, not right now, okay?" I say, my voice horse and a little shaky.
After that three minute talk, we were finally at the hotel. We checked into our room and headed upstairs.
"Wow. This is amazing." I say in awe of the beauty of the room.
"Glad you like it." He says coming behind me. My eyes widen at his deep tone.
"Uh... I should probably take... A shower." I suggest.
"Y-yeah. We both should. You go first." He smiles kissing my temple. I head to the bathroom, closing the door behind me. Stripping down to nothing, I hope into the hot shower.
I can't believe I actually said I loved Justin. But it wasn't like I lied. I cares about him. I had some type of feelings for him. I just couldn't explain it.
It was something about him that made me want to love again. My heart wants to jump out of my chest and proclaim its love for him, but my mind only thinks about getting heartbroken.
I'm so confused. Why can't i just let him love me?
I press my hands against the wall, allowing the hot water to run down my back. All these thoughts run through my mind was suddenly making me dizzy.
I turn the water off, attempting to climb out of the shower. Holding my head, I feel the room spinning. I grab a towel, successfully wrapping it around my body.
I feel tears pricking my eyes, my heart rate exceeding. Flashbacks of that night hitting me.
"D-daddy... D-daddy..." I find myself whimpering. My eyes were blurred from the tears, and my head hurt so much, I could barely concentrate.
Suddenly there was a figure in the frame of the door. I didn't recognize it, but I was hoping they wouldn't hurt me.
"H-he-" I tried to say stumbling towards them.
I knew what was happening. I couldn't control it. And before I could get a sentence out...
My world was consumed in blackness.
[Justin]
I was talking in the phone with my mom when I heard a noise in the bathroom.
"Um... Mom I'll call you back, okay? Love you bye." I say before hanging up.
