I loved Allan, you can call it as infatuation perhaps I am in an effort to refrain from love. It is insane, but somewhere in the corner of my heart I do wish to envision Allan was doing all this for me.
By assenting to this contract I will lose the command over my own life. But being with Allan is beyond the mere word wonderful but I don't know the real Allan. The real human behind the austere smile and fine suits. I can't be selfish, if I don't do it my family will perish.
Should I take this great risk?
I have met him only twice. Allan is obviously a stranger to me.
I feel sick. I was about to end my life, what Allan offered is far better than death. Did I forget the life I live today is in Allan's mercy.
I close my eyes and exhale. Allan enters my dreams as he always had.
Next day in school my mind was totally engrossed, absentmindedly I dart through the classes.
My eyes searching for Mike, I wanted to vent out this to someone. His seat looks deserted. It was then I remembered that he had a match today. After classes I went to ground to meet Mike. My brain literally stopped working, I nearly stumbled on a girl splashing her drink all over her dress as well as mine. I sauntered several sorrys at last walking into the ground. Mike was too busy, too busy to even look at my side.
I leave the ground sad broken, tears brimmed my eyes. Suddenly someone pulled me aside it was Allan in a hood.
"get in"he said.
"no, I won't let you play with my life"I said striving hard to prevent my tears to jerk down my cheeks.
"I told you to get in"he said
"no, why did you blackmail my parents? Why did you make this contract? "He did something that muffled my complaints, nullified my confusion. Allan kissed me on my lips. My brain breached blank.
He replied "because I love you Elena, I have been waiting for you all my life"
I stared at him dumbstruck.
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Elle's secret boyfriend .
Romance#12 - writing #17 - fantasy romance #19- books Elle had lost all her hope.Sinking in the chasm of poverty and misfortune Elle decides it is better to end her life. She gives herself one more day to live, her last day alive. This single day changes h...