Elle's secret boyfriend .

mikey

Love is a sin
In this realm of earth
Love is a drug
That devours your soul with every sip

Love is bliss
They tell
Love hurts
I wept

Love seeps in through like blade
Ripping through my flesh
Bleeding I lay
Caught in the chasm of pain

Alarm beeped, I slowly dragged myself out of the bed to get hold of my phone. it is just 6 sleeping for few minutes can't hurt. I snuggled under the pillows drowning into a fathomless slumber drooling all over my bed. There is one thing I fail utterly that is closing my mouth while sleeping. My lips part open even without my consent.

It was half past eight when I woke up. I stared at my phone aghast.... I am late... I headed into the shower jumping off applying soap only on my face and armpits washing it off hastily . Half dressed I heard a knock on my door.... "Elle open the door it's me Linda". I shrugged and opened a little as she was constantly yelling . A whole lot of people barged in. I gathered my clothes and ran to washroom. I wasn't scantily clad but still it massacred my pride to a considerable extend. Linda is not a great roomie I declared. I marched off the washroom with a glare throwing daggers at her. I felt embarrassed beyond bounds, through normal human may not find anything inappropriate but I felt totally pissed off clearly stating how foul my mood might have been.
It was then someone pulled me. I turned around about to storm at them but I saw Mike.
"Elle "he started.
"what now"i screeched.
He looked at me in an awe chortling slightly. "What "I asked?
"are you going to class like this? "he asked.
"with this"he said pointing at my head. I traced my finger on my head just to realise I still had the towel wrapped around my head. Embarrassment ain't new but now it touched new horizons. Mike gave me a confused look as if he feared my reaction. I broke into a laughter which he resonated, the tension which prevailed between us vanished. I strolled along with him to class as we both are surely gonna miss the morning lecture. "Elle, I am sorry"he said.
"for kissing you without your consent "he said."for the insane feeling of love, I get it you love someone else. I am sorry for being a moron"
I smiled. His eyes bore into mine as he said "you will always be my best girl,my candy".
I sported a made up angry face "I don't want you to love Demma, you deserve better ".
He broke into a fit of giggles... "I never loved Demma "
"then?" I enquired.
"Guys have their needs bae"he said.
I gave him a blank stare
"don't act too innocent "he remarked.
"it is too rude, you can't just use her"i declared"you pervert ".
"look who is feeling sad for demma"he said pinching my cheeks."oh my goodie shoes,I don't have a girlfriend . I desperately needed someone for satisfying my needs .she served the purpose"
I hit him hard on the back with the bag
He grabbed my arms  together barricading the enormous blows I showered on him and raced down the stairs. This is why I fall for Mike....he makes me smile

Polygamy is a crime right I thought to myself. I am kinda falling in love with two men. What would you call me?  A slut or a whore. I am not giving Mike any leads or hope.But some where deep down in the fathomless carcass of my heart I do love him. Do I love Allan? Yes I do. I did love him all my life. Mike I can't help falling for him.

I'll rather be single. Love is too much to carry. I turned on my internet after break to find media caulked up with the news of Allan kissing his girlfriend.
Mike caught my eyes," do you still have a crush on Allan even after getting yourself a boyfriend who takes such good care of you and got you an admission in here ? "he asked stifling a laughter.
I made a face. How can I ever tell him Allan was that boyfriend...?