Hurting by YOU

Fifteenth

It's been two days After the day we talked in the garden. Gabriel packed his things already even two weeks more.

"Your travel will took two days from here in your country. You will stop one night in the middle which means in the city not the city near here ha. You should enjoy your trip, don't waste my decisions" I murmured the last two words.

"What did you said in the last part ?I didn't understand."

"Ah... I said ,don't waste this chance." I nodded and he nodded on me and thank me again.

I am here in his room. Waiting him to finish packing his things and we'll watch movie as he said. I am sitting on his study table as my hands on my chest and watched him.

Hindi ka pa rin nagbabago,Gabriel. From the beginning we live here You wouldn't let them touch your things or yourself. Ayaw mo pa rin sa mga tao dito. Hindi mo pa nga talaga tanggap ang buhay mo.

We eat first in the kitchen and gave him food on his plate as the usual I'm doing. After we ate, we headed in the movie room.

We laugh and cry because of the movie we watched.

"This movie is like true to lif..." I stopped as I found him sleeping beside me.

I put him a pillow and sheets as I stare him.

"Bibitiw na ba ako sa ating dalawa o kakapit pa rin ako sa pag-asang mamahalin mo rin ako? Gabriel... mahal kita ... noon pa hanggang ngayon. Pero Bakit ganito ngayon? Ang gulo-gulo!" I said on him while his sleeping. I wiped my tears as I chuckled on what my attitude right now. As if he would answer me. I still stare him.

"Tandaan mo anak na okay lang maging mahina. Hindi ibig sabihin na mahina ka,talo ka. Hindi ganun yun anak. Maaari Sa paraang yun matatanggap mo kung ano man ang nangyayari sa buhay mo."

"Mom is right. In this way, matatanggap ko kung ano ang nangyayari sa buhay ko." I kiss him on his cheek as I get out of the room. I can't hold my tears as I let them runs on my cheeks. I ran and stayed on my room.

I cried as Peter appeared on my sight. "If your hurting then stopped it,your highness." He said as he stand up beside my bed.

I shrugged as I wiped away my tears. "I've decided already,Peter. And know that this is right for us." Peter knew about what we Bernard talked. In the first place, he talked to me but I know he supported me even it's violated on his feeling.

"Your hurting. You knew that I disagreed what you seems on Prince Gabriel. But, is this what your heart want?" Peter always told me that Gabriel already changed from the beginning to now and it's because of me. But I don't listened on him as I push what I know is right. "Are you listening on your heart ever since?"

Is heart knows the right? Is heart thinking?

I don't response on him. "You'll having a hard stone hearted." He told me.

"If I had,why I am like this right now?" I asked him as I look on him.

"You're the one Who can answer that." He said. "By the way, as the time he leave this palace ,you knew what the consequences."

I know. But I'm tired of talking so i just replied on my mind. He leave the room and let me to think.

I love you but I'm really sorry.