Shu x Reiji

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Shu's P.O.V.

I kept my eyes closed as I listened to my music. I didn't bother to move. I didn't wish to. I was stuck in my own fantasies. Fantasies that would never in a million years come true. Fantasies of my brother, Reiji and I being together. For once, I would get my wish. He was special to me. He may be my younger brother, but I looked up to him. I hated for others to look up at me, especially my mother. No one could ever understand. Sadly, it would seem my brother hates me, and always will I'm afraid......

"Shu." I slowly opened my eyes, surprised to see Reiji standing before me. I sat up.

"Nani?"

"I told you awhile ago to do the dishes. We all have responsibilities around here, and I expect you to do yours as well." I frowned, then laid back down, eyes closed.

"I'll do it soon. I'm sleepy." That was a lie. I could almost feel his glare.

"I want you to do it now."

"Later."

"Shu-kun."

"Later." He grabbed my arm and roughly pulled me up on my feet.

"Right now please." He said, more stern now. I rolled my eyes, but inside I couldn't help but admire his crimson eyes that held anger....I just don't like it when he's angry with me. I sighed and headed towards the door.

"I don't understand why you boss everyone around." I muttered. I was suddenly whirled around to meet Reiji's cold glare once again.

"And I don't understand why the oldest of the Sakamaki's doesn't take his role seriously! Not even once, even when we were kids!"

"Your starting to sound like mother." I saw his clenched fists shaking with rage now.

"I just want you to start acting your age! Take things more seriously! You can't act like this forever! This is getting more then annoying now!" It was my turn to glare at him.

"Since when do you care anyway?! You never cared about me!" I suddenly snapped back. He seemed taken aback by this. I only wanted to be left alone now. I turned back at the door to leave, only to feel pinned to it. I was surprised.

"Reiji, what do you-" My eyes widened and I stopped talking when I felt his fangs in my neck. It was a piercing pain, one I have never felt before. I closed my eyes tight, fists clenched and shaking slightly.

"Reiji....yamete...." His lips were off my neck for only a moment.

"No one else can seem to get it through your head, so I will." I felt his fangs pierce my neck again, making me wince. I knew there wasn't anything I could say to get him to stop anyway. I couldn't help but feel a bit betrayed by this. I suppose this is proof.....proof that he does indeed hate me. Why else would he do this? That thought made my eyes teary. I winced as I felt him bit down harder.

Reiji's P.O.V.

All I felt was anger as I sucked his blood, but at the same time I was surprised by how tasty his blood was. Why doesn't he get it, why doesn't he understand how serious his role is? Everyone puts so much pressure on him, expecting him to be the best, when he clearly doesn't want to. This is why I should've been the older one. I can handle that kind of pressure, I am ready for that responsibility. But he can't seem to deal with it, in fact he seems to hate it.....

Remembering how pitiful Shu was, I started to feel guilty, and realized what I was doing to him. I pulled away, wiping my mouth, surprised to seem him shaking. Was he okay?

"I suppose that's proof then...." Shu said quietly. I looked at him confused. 

"Nani?" he turned his head slightly to face me, but his hair covered his eyes.

"You do hate me then." Small tears streamed down his cheeks. My eyes widened. Before I could speak again Shu ran out of the room. 

"Shu wait!" But it was too late, he disappeared. I was speechless. Did I hurt him? Scare him?

"You do hate me then." His words rang in my head. I certainly do not hate him, the absolute opposite in fact. Why would he assume I hate him? Regardless, I believe I know where he would go.

Shu's P.O.V.

I finally made it to the rose garden, where I sat on a bench. I wiped my tears away and turned back on my music. I always thought he would hate me, but for it to be confirmed.....it hurts so much. I felt the back of my neck, seeing that it finally stopped bleeding. How could he do this to me? Does he even care about me a little?

"Shu." My eyes widened and I turned my head to the left, seeing Reiji approach me. I was gonna stand to leave, but he pinned me down onto the bench once again from leaving. I turned my head away from him. I was scared, but I wasn't gonna show it. 

"Shu, look at me." I ignored him. He unplugged my ear buds.

"Why were you crying? Did I hurt you? Frighten you?"

"Why do you care?"

"I'm your brother, I'm suppose to care." I gritted my teeth.

"BUT YOU NEVER CARED BEFORE!" Reiji looked at me surprised from my outburst. The tears returned.

"Even when we were kids, you never cared. In fact you always seemed jealous. Jealous that I had this role, the one you wanted! So stop pretending you care and admit you hate me!" I felt a lump in my throat and didn't dare speak anymore. There was a moment of silence. Then Reiji cupped one of my cheeks.

"I don't hate you Shu." My eyes widened.

"I just worry about you Shu. I'm worried that if you don't take your role seriously, you'll get hurt in the future." I looked up at him, and he had a gentle look on his face.

"I only wanted your role so that you wouldn't suffer. Gomen." The tears streamed faster. He wiped away some of my tears.

"I love you Shu. I always will. Please, don't think any less of it. Also," he reached behind my neck and traced the bite marks he made with his cold fingers, "I deeply apologize, for this." I was speechless. I had no words, only tears. Reiji finally sat us back up, and he pulled me into a hug. I closed my eyes and returned it, burying my face into his shoulder.

"Gomenasai....." I said quietly.

"For what?"

"Everything..." He kissed the top of my head.

"So am I." I smiled. Finally, it would seem my fantasies were finally coming true. Soon I felt myself falling asleep in his arms.

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