Diabolik Lovers Oneshots

Kanato x Azusa Pt 3

Kanato's P.O.V.

I didn't really understand what just happened, but I decided it would be less bothersome if I just ignored it. I actually did what Azusa requested and went to eat breakfast with the others. Not because he wanted me to though, but because I was hungry. I ate as quick as I could, ignoring and questions my brothers and the others had. Then I quickly headed towards my room.

Damn, just when I thought I was over him, he shows up suddenly and now he's stuck in my mind again! I rubbed my face. This is getting old. No, tiresome is the word. I can't tell anyone about this of course, so I just have to deal with it for now. I opened my door and sighed, my face on the carpeted ground. What do I do? Should I tell Azusa? No, not an option. What would be think? I lifted my gaze towards Teddy, but they quickly widened.

Teddy wasn't sitting on the shelf. He was gone. I gasped in fright.I

"Teddy.....no. Teddy!" I ran to the shelf and felt it, even if I knew he was absent from it. Where is he?! He's not alive, so there's no damn way he walked in his own two damn feet! Did someone take him?! But who-

My eyes widened at a sudden thought. Suddenly, all I saw was red, anger flared within me, and I felt my fists clench.

"AZUSAAAAAAA!" I roared. I stomped out of my room and prosper down the halls. I didn't have any thoughts, just anger. I approached Azusa's room, and slammed it open. Azusa was sitting on a table, sharpening one of his knives. He looked at me slowly.

"Kanato-" I grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, roughly pulled him out of the chair, and shoved him onto his bed. Then I pinned him down. I could not have been more pissed in my entire life.

"Where is he?" Azusa blinked.

" Who....Kanato-kun? "

"Don't play dumb! You took Teddy from my room! Where is he?! What have you done with him?! TELL ME!" Azusa looked at me surprised, then it returned to a blank stare.

"I didn't think.....you'd fine out.....so soon." I growled and slapped him across the face. He winced, but said nothing.

"Don't dodge the question?! What did you do with him?! Give him back!" I was now gripping onto his shoulders, shaking him violently. He was silent until I stopped.

"I can't.....not yet." I gritted my teeth.

"Damn you...." My eyes fixated onto his neck. He seemed so anxious about it earlier. I wonder.....

I ripped off the bandages from his neck and tossed them aside. Azusa's eyes widened with.....fear.

"Kanato-kun......what are you?" I smirked. The freak does have a weakness. Without warning I sunk my fangs into his neck. He yelped in pain, and tried to push me off. I used my weight to keep him down, continuing to suck his blood, which tasted sweeter then I thought.

"Kanato-kun stop....that hurts...." I pulled away for only a moment.

"Oh? But I thought you liked pain." I hit his neck again, harder. He whimpered as I caused him pain. He again tried to get away, but I was stronger. I pulled away, licking my lips.

"Do you understand why this is happening? Why I always hurt you? It's because I hate you, with all my heart. Your nothing but a worthless piece of trash that ruined my life. You should go did and burn in the hottest pits of hell, suffering for all eternity!" Azusa's eyes widened, seemingly shocked.

"K-Kanato-kun....." I bit him again, and he whimpered. I made sure he felt as much pain as possible. He was a trembling mess beneath me. Finally, he spoke in a shaky voice.

"Y-Yamete....."

"Make me."

"Onagi.....yamete.....YAMETE!" I was caught off guard as he suddenly shoved me off. I crashed against the wall, hitting the back of my head. Then I glared at him.

"Why you little-" But then I froze. Azusa stared at me with teary eyes, his neck bleeding. Soon be hugged his knees, hiding his face in them.

"That hurt.....Kanato-kun....." It actually broke my heart to hear him sob softly. Did I....hurt him that badly? It finally hit me what I did, and I tried to speak.

"A-A-Azusa.....I-" Kou ran into the room. His eyes widened as he saw Azusa crying. He quickly sat beside him.

"Azusa, what's wrong?" When Azusa didn't answer, Kou glared at me.

"What did you do?!"

"I....I..." Kou shooed me out of the room, slamming the door behind me. I stood there for a moment, listening to Azusa's sobs. I swallowed the lump in my throat, clutching onto my shirt. What have I done?

Time Skip

Many hours passed. It was night time. I hadn't left my room since that incident. I wanted to apologize to Azusa, but how could I? I had clearly stated how much I hated him, so what good does it do now? Then again, do I hate him? I don't know what I feel anymore....

A soft knock at my door interrupted my thoughts. I walked over to it and opened it. My eyes widened when I saw it was Azusa. He didn't look at me, his eyes covered by the beret. I frowned.

"A-Azusa-" He held up a hand to stop me. There was a moment of silence. I was expecting him to yell, but he didn't. Instead, he suddenly missed me on the lips. My eyes widened, and I froze. What is this? Why is he....? He pulled away, and he spoke in almost a whisper.

"There's a box....and note.....on the table....take them..." As soon as he finished his sentence, he disappeared. I was confused. What did he say? A box and a note? I teleported to the dining room and saw that Azusa's words were correct. I took a step towards the table, looking at the box. It wasn't too big. I picked up the note.

Dear Kanato-kun,

I really hope your reading this. I want you to know, your right. All the things you said were true. I deserved all that pain you inflicted on me.

I frowned, the guilt swelling my heart, but kept reading.

I'm sorry that I've always been such a bother. Truth is, I'm in love with you. I guess I always have. I love your looks, your voice, everything! To prove it, I did a little something. Look in the box now.

My eyes were wide. He....loved me? That's why he followed me? Why he was worried about me? Why he let me hurt him? I looked at the box, and opened it. My eyes widened more, and I gasped. Inside, was Teddy. All better, brand new. No ash covered him, his clothes and limbs were stitched to perfection, and he must've even cuter then before.

"This is why.....he took you? Teddy... " I pulled him out of the box and hugged him tightly. Tears filled my eyes. I gave a small sob.

"Teddy.....Teddy.....oh Azusa, I was wrong...." I looked back at the note.

I hope he is to your liking. I kept pinning myself with the needle. Anyway, I have always loved you, I still do. However, it seems you don't feel the same. I've thought of a way where I won't have to feel the pain of your rejection and how you don't have to see me. Kill two birds with one stone. I've decided.....to end my life.

My heart stopped, and I reread that sentence.

"What......?"

This should make us both better. But before I go, I had to feel one kiss from you. Sorry about that. I'm sorry about everything. Gomenasai. And goodbye. You won't be able to find me......

I clutched onto the paper in my hands, tears streaming down my cheeks. This is all my fault.....

"AZUSAAAAA!" I have to find him, now! I ran out of the house , deciding to search the garden first.