Diabolik Lovers Oneshots

Kanato x Azusa Pt 4

Kanato's P.O.V.

I ran out into the garden, looking around frantically. I didn't see him anywhere! Oh God where could he be?! I spotted Subaru in the distance. I ran up to him.

"Subaru!" I gripped into his arm. He looked at me, eyes widening at my tears.

"Kanato, what's wrong-"

"Where's Azusa?! Have you seen him?!" It was hard to speak through sobs, but I didn't care.

"H-He said he was gonna take a walk in the woods. He wandered in not too long ago, but what happen-" I didn't let Subaru finish as I sprinted into the forest.

Azusa's P.O.V.

I walked slowly towards the lake, admiring the moonlight shining off the clear water. Well, I've done all I wanted. I've confessed to Kanato, I kissed him, and I gave back Teddy. I'm ready to rest in peace. I sat down on the couch, and slowly pulled out my favorite knife.

My hand shook as I held it. I always cut myself, but this was the first time I purposely wanted to do something fatal to myself. I examined it for a moment, thinking of how I should die. I suppose I can slit my throat, but I don't feel comfortable with that. Through the heart? No, it hurts too much already. I looked at my wrists.

Yes, that's how it'll end. I held up the blade to my wrist. I was a shaking mess now. I was really gonna do this....right? I took what I thought was my final breathe.

"Just hurt the blade in your skin, and it'll be over." I barely got the to under my skin when......

"AZUSA NOOOOOO!" My eyes widened and I looked over to see Kanato running from the forest, tears streaming down his cheeks.

"Kanato-kun?" Mankato had dropped Teddy, snatched my blade from my hands, and screamed as he threw it far away from us. For a moment he stood there panting, his hair covering his eyes. I only stared at him.

"What are you.....doing here?" Kanato knelt in front of me and wrapped his arms around my neck, hugging me tightly. I froze. What is he doing?

"Baka...." he said weakly.

"Kanato-kun?"

"Baka! Baka baka baka! You damn fool!" He sobbed. He hugged me tighter, crying like a small child.

"Don't you dare end your life! There are people that care about you! I dare about you!" My eyes widened.

"Gomenasai! I shouldn't have hurt you! I shouldn't have said those things to you! I just couldn't accept the fact that I loved you! But I do, Azusa I do! I love you! And I could NEVER forgive myself if you life because of me! Please don't hurt yourself anymore! Don't end your life! You don't deserve it! Onagi! Onagi! Onagi!" Soon be couldn't speak anymore and was just sobbing into my shoulder. I sat in silence, slowly taking in what he said. Finally, after a long moment, I finally spoke.

".....you love me? You don't....want me to die?" Kanato was silent for a moment, then he hugged me tighter, whimpering.

" No....no it course not! You idiot.... " He sobbed softly, his tears soaking my shirt. I gave a small smile, raising my arms to embrace him. He stirred at my touch.

"Alright then....I won't die." I rubbed his back as he trembled in my arms.

"Azusa...." he said weakly.

" Daijoju....Kanato-kun. I'm not....gonna hurt myself. Dakara....don't cry..... " That didn't stop him though. He just hugged me tightly as I held him. I kissed the top of his head and rubbed his back.

"Gomenasai....gomenasai....gomenasai...."

" Shhh, don't apologize..... " I held him a little longer, then we pulled away. Kanato wiped away his own tears, sniffling. Then he covered his face with his hands.

"I-I just look p-pathetic..." I frowned, seeing his tears still drop from his cheeks. I looked over at Teddy, whom he dropped earlier. I stood up, walked over to it, and came back. I sat in front of him and held Teddy by his waist.

"Kanato-kun, don't cry.....Teddy is here....to cheer you up. " I tried using a higher pitch voice, but with little success. Kanato looked at Teddy with teary eyes. I smiled.

"Everything....will be fine....I promise. Now give me....a hug!" Kanato gave a small smile, and took Teddy in his hands, hugging him tightly. Then he looked at me.

"I love you, Azusa."

" I love you too.....Kanato-kun. " We stood up, and I held his hand. We smiled at each other, then we walked home together.

The End