Im tired! Book of Poems And Thoughts.

I Understand Now

I understand why u hate me..

I understand that I'm not perfect..

I understand that there is no love here..

I understand that I can't go on like this..

I I understand when people say sticks and stores can't break my bones but words will kill me..

I understand that u have to leave me..

I understand why I have a blade..

I understand that my scars are beautiful..

I understand y everything is the way it is...

And u wanna know why?

Because I put myself here..

I can't blame anyone but myself..

I can't even say it was the bullies or my mom..

Because .the one who let it bother me..

So now I understand that this to is my fault!