Im tired! Book of Poems And Thoughts.

I Cant Do This Anymore

Sometimes I think..

"Why am I still here?"

Sometimes I try..

To be happy..

Joyful..

I try to smile..

Laugh..

Forget the hurt..

Ignore what people say..

I try to be perfect..

But that's not gonna happen..

People are constantly going to hate me..

Just like I hate myself..

I take a Blade to my skin..

Because I can't express my feelings..

Is that fair?

People everyday show me how they feel about me..

But I can't even explain how I feel about me..

So I turn to self-distruct..

It's not right!

It doesn't make sense..

I just dont get it..

So I sit here typing to tell you..

I can't do this anymore!

A/N: Okay so right now I am in a dark position But I just wanna thank you for being there for me. P.M me if u ever need to talk. Or if you have a Kik. Kik me:trenittykik

XOXO

Trenitty