Im tired! Book of Poems And Thoughts.

My Death Note Pt. 2

I see joy in you..

But behind the joy..

I see anger..

Hatred..

Pain..

God claimed your dad and u don't even know why..

He just took him..

Without a goodbye..

He let u wake up to find that he was gone..

At 4 he let u wake up to find your dad dead..

And u didnt even get it..

Ur mom doesn't help..

She makes it worse..

She abuses..

And What does that do?

Nothing..

But don't worry..

Because big sister is here for u..

We may not always get along..

But no matter What..

I Am here

A/N: This is for my little (step) brother. He is the happiest thing I have ever seen. But there is pain and anger behind the happiness. I see it. And I understand it. He lost his dad at 4. Not only that But he was the one who found him dead. He didnt even know What was happening. He just left him alone. He thought he was sleeping. Little did he know that his loved father was dead. Later that night his mom came through the door. And that was the last time that he ever seen his dad again. I just found all of this out the other day. He just broke down in my arms crying. He discribed What he was feeling. the confusion he had. Only four. Not understanding What happened. And now still at only 7 he still doesn't fully understand. All I can do is be here for him.

ILYSM Jay Jay

XOXO

Trenitty