Forever Fades Away

Chapter 10: Set Up

Aria's POV

Haven and Ara came home with me for emotional support. Haven had just got off the phone with Jimin. She said that he was going to bring over food for us. I really didn't want to go anywhere. Especially near Yoongi. I was terrified to even face him.

Why would he say those things?

Haven took me to my bedroom while Ara said that she would wait downstairs for Jimin to arrive. When we got to my room I sat on my bed and burst back into tears.

"Aria, not again. You need to get over this." She came and sat next to me. "We all know what he's done to you. He doesn't deserve you."

"I-I know Haven." I quivered. "But that's not the only reason that I'm upset."

"Look, Yoongi didn't mean what he said. He just didn't know what state you were in. Although I wanted to slap him for saying what he said, I knew I couldn't leave you to run off. I know how dangerous things can get when you're left alone."

I played with the sleeves of my sweater.

At this point I realized that Yoongi didn't feel the same way that I did for him. If he did, why would he say those things to hurt me? Didn't he realize that it wasn't a good idea.

"Yoongi is just like that," she continued. "He speaks whatever he thinks."

I thought he cared.

I continued crying. She pulled my head to her shoulder and stroked my hair for comfort.

"Haven! The guys are here!" Ara shouted from downstairs.

Guys? I thought it was just Jimin  coming? After all, he was the only one who didn't know about my situation. I'm sure that Kookie had already informed Tae and Yoongi couldn't care less to come with Jimin.

"I'll be there in a minute!" Haven shouted back. "Stay here. I'll be back. DON'T DO ANYTHING STUPID!" She warned me.

"I can't guarantee that." I sighed.

"I mean it!" She gave me a death stare which ment she was serious.

She left the room with the door slightly opened. I made my way futher onto the bed and huged my knees to my chest. My head was resting on my knees. I couldn't help but cry. It was the only thing that I could do.

Unless...No.
Stop.
Don't.
You'll only regret it. It wouldn't  solve anything. But...

I opened the draw of my nightstand.

***Time skip***

*knock knock*

Oh my god. Yoongi.

I slammed the draw back shut. Hopefully he didn't see what just happened.

"Oh...Ummm. H-Hi Y-Yoongi." I fumbled with my words.

"We need to talk." He came onto the bed and sat opposite me.

"W-What do y-you want Y-Yoongi!" I shouted as tears already began to stream down my face. I was breaking in front of him.

I tried to keep eye contact with him but I couldn't. He watched the tears roll down my cheek. He felt hurt seeing me like this. It reminded him of himself.

"Aria I-I'm.." He stoped.

Why did he stop? What was he going to sa-...

My thoughts were cut off. He grabbed my head and slammed his lips into mine. Stopping every few seconds for oxygen. I pulled him closer to me. One of his hands ran through my hair while the other held my body close to his. We were pressed together. It felt so wrong but so right at the same time.

I stopped. I began crying in his arms with my head pressed against his chest.
He caressed my hair.

"I'm really sorry Aria. I should have never said what I did." He apologized. "I really do care about you more that you know. I was just to scared of rejection to tell you. I'm really sorry."

Wait...did he just confess that he likes me?

His hand grabbed my face as he lifted it up to meet his. He placed his other hand on my chest over my heart.

"You're breathing really fast." He sated. "Don't break. Please."

I could see the care in his eyes as the words escaped his soft pink lips. I only stared, not saying a word.

"Everything will be okay Aria. I promise."

He leans in and kisses me again. This time it was a softer kiss. More meaningful. More passionate. The heat from his lips felt so comforting. Although it reminded me of someone else's kisses. I stopped and began crying again. He looked confused as to why.

"Aria...." His hand run down the side of my face. He wipes my tears.

"What were you going to do before I knocked on the door?" He questioned me while looking deep into my eyes.

Oh shit...I didn't want to have to explain to him.
He acted as if he already knew exactly what I had done. I hope he didn't see that.

I melted into his arms once again. I couldn't answer him. I was to scared too.

"It doesn't matter." I finally spoke.

"No it does matter. I hate seeing someone hurt. Especially when that someone means so much to me."

Yoongi's POV

I knew exactly what she was going to do. Why else was she wearing a sweater. I felt so bad for her. I didn't want to see her like this. Not like me. Luckily I had Jimin setting up downstairs. I couldn't wait to see Aria's reaction.

"Let's go downstairs." I told her. "It'll clear your mind."

"How would you know?" She asked.

"Never mind that. Come on." I grabbed her by her wrist and pulled her off the bed.

"Ah!" She screamed in pain.

What?
I didn't grab her that hard.
Wait...

I removed my hand only to see blood.

Oh no.

"ARIA! WHY!" I screamed. "Where is the first-aid kit!"

"In the bathroom." She cried.

I rushed her there and saw it on the vanity. I began to bandage her wrists.

"Ah! It hurts Yoongi!"

"So it didn't hurt when you did it? Hm?"

She was silent.

Oh no. I just hurt her again didn't I.

I knew she would take it on. I lifted her up and put he to sit on the vanity. I leaned in and began kissing her. My tongue traced the outline of her delicate lips as her hands wrapped around my neck. I pulled her hair causing her head to go back. My tongue  made it's way down her neck and collar bone.

No. Not yet Yoongi.

I pulled away, "Do you accept my apology?"

"Yes Yoongi." She smiled.

Wow. I made her smile. After what she just did to herself. She'll be smiling even more once I get her downstairs. I lifted her off the vanity back to the ground and lead her to the stairs, being careful not to hurt her wrists.

Here we go.

I lead her down the staircase with my hands covering her eyes. When she got to the bottom I removed them.

"OH MY GOD! YOONGI!"