Forever Fades Away

Chapter 12: Panic

I didn't want to wake up the next morning. I had to. I couldn't just miss school. Nathan wouldn't let that happed. I didn't even know what I was feeling. The fact that He's gone. Forever. The Winter atmosphere didn't really help my situation even though it was beautiful to look at and it's one of my favorite seasons. I got up and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and shower.

Ah! Shit!
I forgot about these stupid cuts.
Just to think. He is really gone.

I began to breakdown in the shower. I couldn't help it. How was I going to tell everyone? That he was gone? Nathan? Haven and Ara? Yoongi? That reminded me. I still had to call him. I stepped out of the shower and wrapped myself in my towel. I went to my room to get my phone.

"H-Hello?" I said.

"Good morning Aria. Is everything okay?" Yoongi asked.

"Um..yes" I lied. "Can you come over to help me with my bandages? Your the only one who knows." I uncomfortably said trying to keep my voice down.

"Sure, I'll be right over." He ended.

I went to my closet to pick out my outfit. I pulled out a grey long sleeve lose knitted sweater with rime stones on the colar. I got some light washed jeans and my thick black winter jacket with foe fur that lined the inside of the hood. After putting everything on, I flopped onto the bed.

Yoongi's POV

I got my headphones and began driving to Aria's house. I know she said that everything was okay, but something didn't feel right. I made the last corner turn and parked in front her house. I walked up and rang the door bell.

"Hello Yoongi." Her brother greeted me.

"Hi Nathan. Aria called me over." I told him.

"Ah yes. She's upstairs in her room."

Wait. In her room. Alone?

"Hey would you mind taking her to school? I have an early exam and she isn't ready yet."

"Not at all." I really didn't mind.

"Thank you Yoongi. I'll be off." He said as he left me inside.

I rushed upstairs to Aria's room. The door was slightly opened. Just a bit. I stood and observed her. She was laying on the bed. Staring up at the ceiling into nothingness.

Something is definitely wrong.

"Hi Aria." I finally spoke while pushing the door open.

"Oh." She sat up, "Hi Yoongi. The bandages are here." She held out her hands.

"Yea. Sure." I said as I began wrapping them around her wrists once again.

Her face was pale. She seemed emotionless. I've never seen her like this. What on earth could have happened after I left last night?

"Thank you Yoongi." She said as I finished.

"Are you okay?"

"Um..W-What makes you think I'm not okay." She fumbled.

"Aria. Your eyes are swollen red like you've been crying just now."

"How would you know?"

"That's not the point. What's wrong?"

She couldn't respond. She simply reached to her phone and handed it to me. It was opened on a text message. She began tearing up.

Oh.
Her Ex.
He's...
Dead!?!