Buried Words

How And Why

All the time with you is the most wonderful thing that happened to me

So I'm asking how can you walk away while I'm begging on my knees

I'm begging for someone like you to stay

Because you're the reason of my smile everyday

I throw everything even my mind and pride

Just to make sure that you will still stay by my side

Oh how pathetic of me to believe that you're not like the others

All of you will leave because you want someone who's better

I know it's not your fault and it's not theirs

It's my fault for hoping that someone will care

I keep peeping at the window just to hope someone will notice

I forgot that noticing is far from a caring kiss

I closed and locked my heart when you left me all alone

Because I can't endure the pain that you shot through my flesh and bone

I can't let someone repeat the pain that you've done

I can'tt survive another heartbreak for someone who will also be gone.

You dont know how I cry while wishing for someone who will save me from this night

A night full of nightmares that makes my body shivers in fright

Even I know everything was locked and closed

I can't stop the tears because of my life's fading purpose.

And if my heart stop so as  my breathing

Please don't ask why I end everything

Please when I'm lying in coffin dont show that you care

Because it would be a waste to show that once I become an air.

I maybe there to hear your regrets and apologies

But it won't change the things that both of us missed

It won't change that you're the only one who survive

And in the first place, why do you have to show that you care when i was dead not alive.

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