Buried Words

As I Walk

As I walk I watched the branches sway as the winds blow
And reminds me of my pains and sorrows
I saw the leaves starts to scattered around
Like our memories starts to make a sound

Whispers of the wind just like in the past
Reminding me how I plead to save what's left between us
And how I cry just to make you stay
But there's nothing that I could do when you started to slipped away

As i continue to walk
The coldness starts to eat me
That kills my heart slowly
But the coldness disappear when i feel the warmth of your palm
In the same time, the wind starts to calm

Your palm against mine starts to lit a fire
A fire that won't do me any good but just dire
And even i know the consequences of holding you
I still let my body burn just to be with you

I continue to walk with you even with my trembling knees
Because being with you is a bliss
You always makes me feel special things
Like when you start to build my wings

And how you make me smile at the same time, you make me cry
By giving me a ring to be that someone you'll be with before you die
But I never expect that ring will be the reason of my biggest downfall
In the end, the ring was nothing at all

The whispers of the wind was gone
And replace by the little voices of everyone
My heart cries in pain when I heard their little voices
And you disappear in haze that brought back the coldness

AND THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED THAT I'M HALLUCINATING AGAIN.
BECAUSE IT HURTS ME SO MUCH WHEN YOU DIDN'T COME ON OUR WEDDING DAY BACK THEN.

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