Buried Words

You're not alone

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I saw you in the hallway walking alone silently
Your head is bow down like you just did a heavy duty
But when other people try to ask you if you're fine
You lied by smiling with so much shine

I know that smile and its shine was not true
You used other's light to reflect their shine and hide the real you
I thought everyone could notice that obvious lie
I was shocked when they leave even it's obvious that you want to die

You continue to walk in the hallway with a heavy body
More people came to asked you but leave immediately
I know I should asked you too if you're alright
But I can't because I might just end up holding you too tight

After the hallway full of people, it's time for the stairs
I should stay here but letting you out of my sight felt like a nightmare
So I followed you as you took the stair slowly
Like your mind is still not finished convincing your body

With heavy step you still continue
Even this stair is not just a simple stair like what others knew
It will elevate you to something more powerful
I smile, finally ,you're leaving the zone of fools

I continue to watch you still afraid to blink that I might lose you
And I was shocked when I realized what you're planning to do
You didn't climb the stairs to aim high
You climbed the stairs to fly

Your hands on the railings of the rooftop
My mind went black when I know how you deal with your pain to stop
I run so fast to stop your plan
I can't accept a strong person like you will be gone

You're prepared to jump and I know I will never make it
"You're not alone, I'm here.", I screamed then our eyes meet
For the first time I see your smile with full of sincere
And you said: "Thank you for being here"

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I know I dont have the right to earned your smile
So I jump at the rooftop to die hahaaha char lang this part.

Another happy ending? Nope tumalon talaga sya char hahahahaha pero seryoso gusto ko sana na di nya mapipigilan yung magpapakamataythen dun nya marerealized ang pagsisisi then kasabay ng pagkamatay nung pinapanuod nya, her life darkened na parang namatay din sya, kaso idk na hahahahaha