Buried Words

You're?

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You're a person that I want to be my friend
But being with you is like walking a road with dead end
You want someone who can stay just for a season
But I want someone who will stay with me with no reason

I want to understand that you're like that
I  want to take the risk and take a shot
But I can't, I can't care for someone who will never care
I can't choose someone like you to be my pair

You're not too much, you're far from what I needed
You are someone who can understand me but it is not what you wanted
I'm trying my best to understand your true feelings
I did so I decided that I have to leave even I want to be your everything

That's not a hard thing to decide
But it's hard to leave your side
Even you had made me feel that I'm not worthy of any of your time
I still think that you're the best,you're my prime

But all of those thoughts doesn't matter when it comes to you
Because I can sacrifice everything for you but there's nothing that you'll do
And that fact is like a stone that I can never lift
Because you're the only one who can lift your own belief

A belief where for you everything is right
A belief where I don't have the right to earn your spotlight
A belief which I want to destroy
A belief where I'm not worthy to be anything even just a simple toy

You really are the friend that I wanted
I lied when I said that you are far from what I needed
I needed you even you grumbled this organized thoughts of mine
I needed you but my needs are out of line

I will leave because I don't want to make this harder
I will leave because you're not that happy when we're together
But I still hope that we can build our own and real friendship
Even you're not the type of person that I can keep
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wag nyo ng sabihing lame,alam ko.