Buried Words

Jealous

The heat are starting to spread
My vision is starting to get bloody red
And there's nothing that I can hear
Except the laughter you shared when she's near.

I can feel how my little heart tightens
I can feel the crawling impact of offense
As I look at you with a smile on your face
And I realize that smile is something I can never replaced

I know from the start that smile wasn't for me
It was for someone who you wants to run away with and flee
It was never for me from the start
So maybe that's the reason of the riot in my heart.

I was never offended, it was something worst than that
It was a feeling that I can never stop
And all I can do is watch you watch her
While I endure the sight of the two of you and suffer

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