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Tris POV:
I sit next to Tobias on our bed back in Erudite Headquarters. I watch him peacefully sleep with calm, steady breaths. Most people would think I'm crazy and I need to let him go, but I have a feeling he still remembers me.
I'm extremely tired from waiting in the hospital all day. The doctors worked on Tobias for hours. Apparently, he experienced extreme brain trauma. They do not know how or when, all they know is that he lost a big chunk of his memory. The most resent thing he remembers is when he was training Dauntless initiates. All he remembers of me is that I was the 'First Jumper'. He barely even has a 'crush' on me.
They said it could take years for his to remember anything more resent.
I feel an ache in my chest. Will he ever have the same feelings for me again?Apart of me thinks he will, but another part knows he won't. The only way I could get him to come back to Erudite Headquarters was if I told him I'd sleep on the couch. I miss his touch. His kiss. His love for me.
I will make him remember.
He rolls over and slowly opens his eyes. He gives me a faint smile, for a second I think he remembers me. But then his smile fades and he stares at me plainly.
"Why are you siting in my bed?" He asks plainly.
I remember the look he use to give me when we first met. The instructor look, not the Tobias look. He's giving me the instructor look. I frown.
"Oh, uh. I was trying to wake you up." I say searching for an excuse.
He props himself up on his elbow and looks at me.
"I feel like I know you...Bea-Tris." He says tilting his head.
I look back at him. I wish I could share my memories of us with him. If only.
He's still looking at me with his instructor look, but then for a second his look softens and he opens his mouth to say something. But then closes it.
I sigh and get up.
"I'll be in the bathroom." I mumble getting up. But he grabs my wrist.
He has a pleading look in his eyes, "help me remember."
I stop and turn towards him. He looks irritated.
"I remember...I think, I remember something. I can see it...But it's fuzzy. Did we...date?" He says the word "date", like he's not suppose to say such a word.
I slowly nod, "we did."
Please remember, please.
He shakes his head and the soft look leaves his eyes.
"Never mind," he says. "It's not coming too me."
I frown. My eyes burn from trying to hold back tears. It will take time. That's it, just some time.
I look down at the floor and he gets up and stands in front of me. He wraps his fingers around my chin. He tilts my head up so I look him in his blue eyes. Does he remember?
"This...this feels familiar," he says slowly.
I smile a little, "how about this?". I take both of his hands and guide them to my waist. He follows along and slowly wraps his arms around me. He's starting to remember.
His eyebrows are turned down in concentration, he's trying so hard to remember.
I wrap my arms around his neck and gently kiss his cheek. He smiles a little.
"I remember something now," he says gently.
"What's that?" I say with a smile.
He places his fingers under my chin and his lips brush mine. Then he leans in and kisses me. I sigh.
He remembers us.

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