Ryan's POV
I watched as Pewds grabbed a piece of pizza and put it on his plate.He sat down at the table. I grabbed a piece and put it on my plate and sat down on the oppisite side of the table. We began eating silently. I kept my gaze down, although Pewds couldn't see that. After a few minutes Pewdie looked up at me.
"So,how about some Awkward Question Time," Pewds asked with a smile. He took a small bite of his pizza. "No chikens. Just flat out," he added.
"If you want to," I said.
"Okay," he said."Who was your first love," Pewds asked. "If you've had one," he added.
"I,um..." I felt heat rush to my face. I was thankful that my mask was on so Pewdie couldn't see it. I've actually had a crush on Pewdie for a long time now, but I wasn't going to tell him that. Well,I had an ex girlfriend. "My ex-girlfriend," I murmured.
"Aww. I'm sorry," Pewdie said. "Your turn," He said with a small smirk. "Ask away,"
"Okay. What did you want to be when you were younger," I asked curiously.
"I didn't know for the longest time. Then I realized I loved economics and architecture and I tried to pursue that, but then I found Youtube and left college." He explained with a smile. "What went through you're head when you hit one million subscribers," he asked.
"Well, I was happy to say the least. I was glad that people enjoyed seeing my videos," I said with a small smile."What is one thing nobody knows about you," I asked.
"Oh,uh,well, you see, um..."Pewdie stammered. "I'm bisexual..." he said simply,taking a bite from his pizza. There was a long pause before he looked over at me. I stared at him. He was bisexual? I wasn't expecting him to say that. Pewdie looked up at the ceiling. He soon finished his slice of pizza. He stared down at his hands,twiddling his thumbs. I looked down at the table for a moment before looking back at Pewdie.
"Is something on you're mind? You seem to be thinking of something," I asked.
"Of course I'm thinking about stuff," Pewds said, glancing at me. "I mean, I just told you I was bisexual," he murmured."I-I can't tell what you're thinking. I can't tell if it's...okay with you or not," he said almost awkwardly. I stayed quiet for a moment,shocked. Did he really believe that I wouldn't be okay with this? Did he think I was going to hate him for it?
"Felix,I don't care if you are," I said, trying to reassure my friend. "If it makes you any more comfortable around me I'm bisexual too. I'm not going to judge you because of it," I admitted.
"Really?" he asked, a small smile on is face, though he quickly wiped it off."Well, we're not alone anymore," he said quietly. He looked at the pizza and took another piece, averting his gaze to the floor. I felt myself blush slightly. Why was I blushing anyway? I quickly looked over at Pewdie. He had a small smile on his face and he was blushing. Why was he blushing as well? Did he like me too? I shook my head slightly. No Cry, he doesn't. He's just getting over a relationship and he probably doesn't want another one right now.
I let out a quiet sigh and stood up. I grabbed my plate and headed over to the sink and started washing the plate. Pewdie stood up and walked over to me. He leaned against the counter beside the sink. I grabbed his plate and started washing it as well.
"Cry, how long...how long have you known," Pewdie asked. I could tell he was curious and I didn't mind talking to him about this.
"I've known ever since I was 15," I said. I glanced over at him. Pewdie nodded.
"I found out around there. Maybe when I was a little younger then that when I first entered secondary school," he said. I finished washing the plates and put them away. I yawned and reached up behind my mask and rubbed my eyes. I really needed to start getting better sleep.
"Pewds,I'm going to bed. Are you staying up for a while," I asked. He nodded.
"Yeah,though the jetlag is getting to me. I'll probably just edit a video before I go to sleep," he said.
"Alright," I said. I started heading upstairs. I looked over my shoulder to Pewdie."Goodnight Pewds," I said before I walked upstairs. I headed to my room and changed into my boxers and crawled into bed.I took off my mask and put it on the dresser beside my bed. I closed my eyes and eventually fell asleep.
