Chapter 11

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Ryan's POV

I woke up in the morning and blinked my eyes a few times to adjust them to the sunlight. I let out a soft breath and slowly got out of bed. I stretched and then grabbed a clean pair of clothes. I headed over to the bathroom and turned on the water for a shower. I stripped down and entered the shower. I eventually shut off the water and got out. I grabbed a towel and dried off and then changed into my clean pair of clothes. I walked downstairs and spotted Felix in the kitchen. His hair was damp so i'm assuming he too a shower as well." Good morning Felix," I said as I moved over to him.

"Good morning," Felix said and glanced over his shoulder at me for a moment before looking back down at the stove.

"Did you sleep well last night?" I asked as I walked over to him.

"Kind of," he said, glancing at me before beginning to move the food around on the frying pan."Though it could have been better," he added with a small shrug, turning his attention back to the food, focusing on flipping the eggs.

"Why? Are you okay?" I asked as I moved closer to him. I started to get worried. Was he in pain or did something happen overnight that I wasn't aware of?

"I'm fine, Ryan, honestly," Felix said, not looking at me. He got out two plates."Just nightmares, that's all," he muttered, beginning to plate the food. I stared at him for a moment before I let out a small sigh.

"Are you sure you're okay?" I asked. There was a long moment of silence before Felix cleared his throat.

"No," Felix murmured quietly, finishing putting the food on the plates. He let out a small breath, leaning against the counter with one hand while running his other hand through his dampened hair.

"Felix talk to me," I murmured. I rested a hand on his shoulder comfortingly."What's wrong?" I asked. He didn't look at me at first.

"I'm horrified. I'm scarred," he whispered quietly, his breath catching in his throat a little."She could very well go to jail if she gets caught," Felix added. He turned to look at me."I was so scared," he said, putting his hands in his pockets."She took me to this hotel and basically dragged me up to her hotel room," he started."When we got to her room I realized what she was trying to do and I started fighting back. We fought for a while until I had her pinned down. she begged for me to let her go and I eventually did, after she agreed not to do anything weird." Felix paused, taking a couple of steadying breaths."I had my back turned and was trying to get out when she grabbed me by the shirt and basically ripped it off. Before I could register what was happening, my hands were tied together and..." he trailed off, unable to go on. Felix fixed me with a stare."I'm so fucking terrified!" Felix murmured, his voice cracking a little.

I felt my eyes widen slightly as I listened to him explain what happened. This shouldn't have happend. Not to him. Not to my Felix. I tried to think of something to say. I wanted to comfort him, but nothing came to mind. After a few seconds I wrapped my arms gently around him and pulled him into a tight hug. "It's okay to be scared Felix. I would be the same way if I was in your situation. But I promise you Felix, I'm not going to let her or anyone else hurt you that way ever again." I murmured. I was keeping that promise. I didn't want Felix to ever experience that ever again.

I felt Felix wrap his arms around me tightly and rest his head on my shoulder, letting out a shaky breath. Felix closed his eyes."Th-Thank you..." he whispered.

"You're welcome," I whispered. I tightened my arms around him slightly. I raised one hand and ran it through his hair. Felix tightened his arms around me."It'll be okay in time." I murmured."I'll help you through it. I promise," I whispered. Felix nodded and sighed quietly, rubbing my back in circles. I smield slightly. I knew he had calmed down somewhat from this."Are you okay now?" I asked softly. He nodded, pulling back and looking in my eyes.

"Yeah, thanks." Felix said.

"You're welcome Felix," I said. I rested a hand on his cheek and ran my thumb across it."Let's have breakfast," I said. He nodded, giving me a quick kiss before taking the plates over to the table.

"Come eat," Felix said with a small smile, sitting down.

"Thanks for cooking," I said as I sat down on the other side of the table.

"No problem," he said before he started eating the food. I sat there in silence as I slowly began eating. His cooking really was good.

"What do you what to do today?" Felix asked breaking the silence.

"Anything you feel like doing," I said and glanced up at him. He smiled.

"I still don't know what there is to do around here. I haven't been here that long," Felix said.

"There's many things to do here," I said.

"Tell me," Felix said."Some of your favorites."

"Well, I don't really do much," I siad honestly."What do you usually do on your free time?" I asked.

"Other than playing video games?" Felix said with a grin."I don't know. I like roller-coaster and fairs and stuff. But we don't have a lot of those in Brighton."

"Well, in Florida there are many amusement parks," I siad with a smile.

"Really?" Felix asked with a grin."Awesome! Can we go? Please?" I laughed a little. I've never seen him get so excited over anything before. It was cute.

"Sure. I just have to get the money," I said. Felix's smile faltered a little.

"You pay for everything. Let me pay for this," he said.

"Felix, it's fine." I said. I didn't want him to pay, but I could tell that he wanted to."How about I pay my way in and you pay your way in?" I asked.

"Alright." Felix said, standing up."I'll go get it," he said before walking upstairs. After a few minutes Felix came back downstairs."Can we go now?" he asked with a cute grin. I laughed.

"Finish eating first," I said smiling. Felix groaned impatiently, but he sat down and finished eating his food with a small smile."I know you're excited, but it's not going anywhere Felix," I said. Felix nodded and finished eating. He got up and walked over to the sink and started washing his plate off. I smiled slightly to myself and continued eating. After a few minutes I finished eating and stood up. I grabbed my plkate and walked over to the sink and started washing it off. Felix put his plate away and leaned against the counter and looked at me. I finished cleaning the plate and quickly dried it off. I put it away and met Felix's gaze. Felix put his arms around me and looked at me with a questioning smile. I laughed and shook my head slightly."Yes Felix. We can go now," I said. Felix gave me a quick kiss before removing his arms from around me.

"Alright, let's go," he said. I nodded. felix slipped an arm around my wasit as we started walking to the door." I haven't been on a roller coaster in years," he said with a small smile as we walked to the car. I wrapped an arm around his waist.

"Really?" I asked.

"Yeah," he said honestly. We got to the car and he opened the passenger's side of the car."It will be great," he grinned and let go of me, getting into the car. I got into the driver's side and put on my seatbelt.

"It will be," I said."Um, Felix where do you want to go?" I asked.

"Take me to the best one. The most fun," he said putting on his seatbelt." i want to have the best time of my life."

"Well, I went to Disney a lot as a kid and it was fun," I said.

"Then that's fine with me," Felix murmured with a small smile. I nodded and turned on the car and started driving. I took a quick glance over at Felix before looking back at the road. I really hoped he had a good time. After what happened he deserved some time to just relax and have fun. I reached over with one hand and gripped his hand in mine. Felix gave my hand a slight squeeze as we sat in a comfortable silence.

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