Ryan's POV
I looked over at Felix for a second. He looked so adorable when he was sleeping. I smiled a little more and looked back at the road. I eventually got home. I pulled into the driveway and shut off the car. I looked over at Felix. I rested a hand on his shoulder and gently shook him.
"Felix, we're home. Get up," I murmured softly. Felix sighed and smiled when he opened his eyes. He looked up at me tiredly. He took off his seatbelt and covered his face with his hands as he yawned. I got out of the car and walked over to the door. I opened it and walked inside. I looked over my shoulder to see if Felix was following.
Felix was a little slower, and he gave me a tired smile as he met my gaze. Once he got inside he closed the door behind him. I looked at him and combed my fingers through his hair gently." Come in Felix. Let's get some keep," I murmured. I lowered my hand and started walkg upstairs. Once we were upstairs, I was stopped by Felix talking.
"Ryan?" Felix asked softly.
"Yes Felix?" I asked and turned so I was facing him. He gave me a slight smile.
"Can I sleep with you tonight?" Felix asked quietly. I stayed quiet for a moment.
"Sure," I said with a warm smile. I walked into my room and grabbed a dry pair of clothes and went into the bathroom. I put on a dry pair of shorts and kept my shirt off. I walked back into the bedroom and saw Felix laying on the bed. I smiled and laid down on the bed next to him. Felix turned so he was facing me and draped an arm around my waist.
"Thanks," he murmured, gazing down at me. I pressed closer to him and smiled.
"No problem Felix," I whispered. Felix kept me close to him as his eyes closed. I smiled and slowly drifted off to sleep. After a while I felt Felix move and rest his head on my chest. I smiled slightly in my sleep at the feeling. After an hour, my eyes opened. I was about to jolt up when I remembered Felix was here with me. I let out a sigh and noticed that I was shaking slightly and my cheeks were wet with tears. I closed my eyes and tried to stop my shaking. I felt Felix tighten his arm around me and move his hands around my back. I blinked open my eyes and looked over at him.
"I'm here, Ryan," Felix murmured and pulled me closer to him. He gently kissed the top of my head. Great...I woke him up. I didn't want to do that. He needed his sleep. I sighed and sat up on the edge of the bed. Felix sat up next to me and wrapped an arm around my shoulders." It's alright..." Felix whispered." I'm here." I sighed and looked down at the floor.
"It was about you," I whispered. I know he would have asked anyways, so I might as well tell him now. Felix sighed quietly.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked, concern lacing his voice.
"Sure," I murmured after a few moments. Felix rubbed my shoulder gently.
"Tell me about it," Felix murmured softly." What happened?"
"In my dream you..." I took a quick glance up at him before looking away again." You died." I whispered.
"Oh, wow..." Felix murmured. I guess he wasn't expecting to hear that." I'm so sorry," he whispered. I shook my head.
"Don't be sorry. It's not your fault," I said. "It's just that lately, I've been having nightmares about...that, and from when my...when my father abused me," I murmured.
"God, Ryan, I didn't know about that," Felix said, fixing me with a concerned look." Does this happen a lot?" I nodded.
"I started having them about three months ago," I murmured.
"Oh..." Felix whispered. He was silent for a moment before he sighed softly. I blinked back new tears that formed in my eyes. I thought I was fine, and I was until we started talking about it.
