Control ~ newtmas (completed)

Chapter 15

Thomas POV

It's Monday morning and it's time for me to go back to school.

I think I'll be good though, I got caught up on a lot of homework so I won't be left behind. 

I look at myself in the mirror I'm wearing all black today but with a gold necklace. I wonder if Newt will like it.

Woah, Woah, Woah. 

I never really thought about how he thought of my outfits or how I look ...

Am I even good enough for him?

Ah, whatever. 

I slap myself to get the thought out of my head.

Obviously, it didn't work.

I continue thinking. 

I decide to plug in my headphones in my ears and listen to Rocket.

A/N: it's a song by seveteen ya'll need to listen to it lmao.

"Hey! Hey! Make sure you eat breakfast!" I see my mom say to me when I get downstairs. 

I see her eating popcorn on the couch.

"It's 7 am and you're eating popcorn?" I ask her.

"Got a problem?" She says shoving more popcorn in her mouth. 

"Yes! I want some too!" I grab the bowl from her and grab a hand full.

"It's also 7:15 not 7:00" She replies.

I look at the clock across from me.

"Mother fucker" I put the popcorn bowl down and get my backpack.

"You're gonna be late!" She says.

No shit! I have to be in class by 7:30! I say in my head.

When I finally get outside it's a little chilly and my bike handles are freezing.

It's okay if my hands freeze off. Then I won't be able to work in class!

Time Skip

3 minutes left until the bell rings ahh!

I start to walking as fast as possible through the hallways.

While I'm walking I see Newt talking to his friends. 

I forgot his first period class is near mine.

Ah, he's not even looking at me. Should I say anything?

Well, I obviously have to go past him to get to my class agh.

I decide just to say hi by giving a pat on his shoulder while I walk by.

"Heyy.." He trails off as he turns around seeing me walk away.

AGH WHY DOES HE DO THIS?

IS SOMETHING WRONG?

HE TRAILED OFF with his heyyy. 

Am I just thinking too much?

Newt POV

"Do you know him?" My friend Jazz asks me.

My eyes trail Thomas as he walks by me.

"Uh yeah. Thomas." I reply.

"He's thick." Jazz says.

"What?" I turn my head back to him.

"He's thick." He says again.

"Are you insane?" I feel like my eyes getting wide. I never really called Thomas thick. Well like ah I don't know.

"I mean he's good looking." He walks forward to see Thomas but he's gone.

"We need more students like him." Jazz finishes off.

"Do you really think he's hot?" I ask him. 

"Fuck yeah. If I was gay I would definitely fuck him." He says laughing. 

"Shit," I say.

I feel my face getting hot.

I touch my cheeks.

I hope Jazz doesn't notice my expression.

"Alrightie, I can't skip first period today, I have a test to take. See ya!" He says before leaving.

"Oh fuck you." I roll my eyes.

Thomas POV 

Okay, so it's been a few days. Newt and I talk from time to time but like ugh. It seems that he has forgotten what has happened between us.

I keep trying to hint it and everything but he doesn't even notice it.

Maybe it was a one-time thing.

He probably was taken at the moment and probably just likes me as a friend.

Also, I literally read his speech to his friend.

Who knows? He might secretly hate me.

But he ... he told me his past and he came to visit me. If he hated me he wouldn't do that.

Plus we still talk but I just want him to tell me that

What if ...

I get a fake girlfriend?

If he reacts to it then I'll know.

Time to go find some random girl.

TO TARGET I GO! 

A/N: sorry for the sucky chapter ahh I'll make the other ones better and when I mean by Target at the end I Mean Thomas is literally gonna go to Target and find some girl to play his girlfriend lmfao.