Control ~ newtmas (completed)

Chapter 13

Newt POV

Haha, I don't even care about Thomas. Why am I even crying? He just said a few mean words. That means nothing to me. 

It's been about four hours since Thomas left. I don't call him because his stuff is still here and he obviously won't leave without it. 

I decide to go to sleep but it's now 11:00 pm he should be coming soon. He can't stay outside that late. 

Looking into the mirror my eyes are still red from the tears. 

Then he comes in. 

I turn my and look at him. Knowing that my eyes are still red.

"Newt..." He begins to say closing the door. 

"Take your stuff and leave," I say.

"Listen. Please. I..." He starts to speak but I cut him off.

"Shut the fuck up will you?" I don't even look at him because I'm so angry. I just look in the mirror in front of me. 

"No." He says sharply. 

He comes so fast next to me and turns my body so it's facing him. He then lets go of my arm.

We have never been so close. 

"I just ..." He stops.

"What?" I say looking at him. 

"You know what. Yeah. I will leave. I won't come back. Yeah. You're right. I'm sorry." He says no longer looking at me.

He wanted to say something. He stopped. What was it? He literally stopped himself. 

I don't do anything but watch him pack his stuff. 

And then he left. 

And once he did I fell to the floor.

What did he want to say? 

Thomas POV

I called my mom and asked her to pick me up. 

She said I should just get another room since it was so late and it would take her time to pick me up, but how? I can't be here.

After a few hours, she finally picks me up. 

Once I get in the car I start crying.

"What happened?" She asks me.

I continue crying.

"Thomas!" She yells at me.

"Should I get Newt? He came with you right?" She requests 

"No. Please." I try to stop crying.

"What happened?" 

"I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. I tried, but he probably doesn't feel the same way." I manage to say.

"Oh, my. Good lord. How could you? Oh, my. Okay, we will figure this out don't worry just rest right now. Got it?" 

"Mhmm. Just drive."

I lay my head back in the seat and my mom starts to drive. 

Newt POV 

I see Thomas sitting in the lobby but he doesn't see me.

I keep eyes on him.

He's silent but once he goes outside he runs.

I look out the lobby window.

It's his mom picking him up.

Thomas is crying. He's crying so hard. It's my fault. 

Should I run outside? No. I can't. It's over.