Control ~ newtmas (completed)

Chapter 22

"He's fine. Don't worry." The doctor says.

I relax.

After waiting for more than three hours I finally know that Thomas is okay.

Well not okay, but alive.

"What exactly happened though?" I ask.

"Stress. Since he has a whole heart condition too much stress is not good for him. We have already given him medication from his last visit but this time we will adjust it a little so a problem like this won't happen again." She replies back looking while looking at her clip board.

"Has Thomas been taking his medication?" She asks Thomas's mom.

"Yes. He doesn't like it though." She says with a sigh.

"Mhm.. alright. Your son should be up in about a couple of hours so then you guys can visit him." After she says that the doctor leaves us.

Thomas's mom sits down and drinks her water.

She shows no emotion to me.

It's just like a boring type of feeling.

I wonder if she knows about me and Thomas ...

Minho then all of a sudden pulls me to the side.

"You're Lucky." He says to me.

"What?" I raise my eyebrows not understanding what he means.

"If Thomas died. I would not forgive you." He says seriously.

Minho and I used to be good friends but things have been tough with us.

Anna has made him into a better person but sometimes I miss the fun and not so caring Minho.

"Yeah... I know. Are we good though now?" I question him.

He takes a breath.

"To be honest, I don't know. Thomas was really hurting and you just ignored that. I don't know what he exactly did but he doesn't deserve to be completely shut out."

He starts to go towards the exit.

"You're not gonna stay?" I ask him.

He looks back at me.

"Tell Thomas I'll visit him later. Plus, we have school tomorrow." He then walks out.

Ugh. School. I completely forgot about that. It's okay I need to be here for Thomas. Even if he's mad at me.

I decide to go take a walk around the hospital to figure my thoughts out.

Instead, I get even more sad.

This is all my fault.

This wouldn't have happened if I would have listened to him.

But I was too upset.

Yes, I wanted him to suffer but not make him end up in the hospital.

What about the other girl though? My mind wanders.

They had to have some connection right? They kissed right in front of me.

Whatever.

If that girl cared enough for Thomas she would be here.

I walk back to the waiting room and sit by Thomas's mom. 

"You should get going home. You have school tomorrow." She says to me. 

"It's okay. I can stay. I want to see him." 

She is quiet for a moment.

"You broke his heart." She says all of a sudden. 

I'm shocked. 

"But his uh uhm girlfriend." I drink water from my bottle. 

Had no clue his mom knew about this. 

She looks at me with confusion. 

"Girlfriend?" She laughs. 

Now, it's my turn to look at her with confusion. 

"He doesn't have any interest in girls." She says.

Woah. 

None?

I thought he was like bi. 

"He literally kissed her!" I try my best to keep my voice down. 

"When?" She asks me. 

"Like a good month ago. Something like that." 

She ponders.

"Nope. Not his girlfriend. I know that he has feelings for you though." 

I wonder why she's telling me this. Isn't she angry that I broke his heart? 

"Do you like him?" She asks me with curiosity. 

I was not ready for this question. 

Do I?

Thomas literally makes me question my sexuality. 

Fuck. 

Did I just actually say that. 

I can't tell that to his mom. 

I smile to myself. 

Thomas.

*Newt blushes at the thought of Thomas* 

"You totally like him." She laughs.

"But he is angry at me." I add. 

Then she slaps my arm. 

Ouch.

"Of course he is! Do you even know what you exactly did?" 

"I feel terrible." I place my head in my hands. 

I do feel terrible though. I was mad at Thomas but when I figured out that he was in the hospital. 

I can't handle that. 

Can't lose anyone else. 

I decide to take a nap in my seat. 

It will take time for Thomas to wake up. 

After all, he does love to sleep. 

A/N: sorry this chapter is really sucks but I wanted to update today lol.