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why i've been so inactive

hey hello

it's really late at night rn, and I should have gone to bed an hour ago, so if there are any spelling/grammar mistakes please just ignore them. I'm half asleep so it's very likely there will be a few issues

okay, so, the last time I posted something here was on Halloween

and I've drawn stuff since then, but it didn't feel right to post it here?? idk man, I know that doesn't make any sense, but lately I haven't wanted to post a lot of my art anywhere. I've been keeping a lot of it to myself

um, since the last time I posted my life has kind of gone to shit. I lost one of my closest friends, and I'm still not over that. I cry about that a lot, and I really want to try and talk to her about what happened between us, but I just... can't. (also I found out today that she told this other girl, who I guess is sorta my friend??, that I'm a bitch, so really hurts, I guess. idk man, it just doesn't seem right to tell other people that I spend time with that I'm a bitch :/)

I kinda want to talk to the school counselor about all this, since I think she could probably help?? but it's been a month since I first lost my best friend, and I would feel stupid going to bring up "old" problems. but, then maybe I'd be able to get some closure about what happened, and maybe I'd get a chance to defend myself.

so, that's the main reason I haven't been super active. I guess I'm just trying to dig myself out of a deep pit of depression, and wattpad hasn't really been a priority.

so, with that being said, here's a bit of art for you all! I attempted huevember this year (I only made it to day 20 rip), so here are my favorite drawings from all that: