The Prince's Unwanted Wife //Jikook//Kookmin//

十二

"Please Mister, please let me go I beg you. You can't take me to your house at a time especially night, I have a husband."

"Woah... You could have told me a bit earlier. I'm sorry I thought you were single considering you look quiet young, sorry I wasted mine and your time"

"It's fine" I gave him a slight smile while he left. I'm thankful he left I had to do something so he leaves even if it would cost me to lie. I wouldn't want to give him a false hope.

Now that he left I unconsciously touched my cheeks and felt my dry tears. It was enough for me to realise everything that just happened. I left the room, I left the room within a spark because I could not take it any longer.

That night I locked myself in the room and sometimes I cried, sometimes I was deep in thoughts and sometimes I cut fruits for myself when I got really extremely hungry. It's not that no one tried to even figure out where I was but as always it was just the maidens and Mother. She didn't knock or try to come in but at midnight she stood infront of the door and whispered loud enough for me to hear "Cheer up My Jiminchi" I sobbed even more when I heard that name since she used to call me that when I was younger but since I married her son, our relation changed she was no longer only my mom's sister like friend but also my mother in law, who eagerly decided this marriage. She always loved me so much and it wasn't hidden from anyone, some people already knew that she loves me so much that sometimes she would leave Jungkook in the castle and come to our house to see me. Some people predicted that she will definitely get her son married to me but no one thought it would be Jungkook, everyone believed it was Jungkook's older brother. He doesn't live here he is living in another city taking care of it for Father. Jungkook had Alyssa, the break up was nearly unexpected since no one thought Alyssa would leave him too easily. They were right though, she still is here and instead of me she looks more like she is married to him. Mother never liked Alyssa and always told Jungkook to leave her since she thought they weren't even slightly a good match. Jungkook always listens to everything that Mother says and that is why he left Alyssa, he married me, he tries to be happy with me although I can tell that he is failing, also he tried to have...Well all I can say is that whatever happened that evening was a force to Jungkook even, he did it just because Mother wanted to have a grandchild, he had no heart involved once again, only Mother's wish was the reason. Even last time it was Mother's command. He was always good at sweet talking that is why his words sounded so lovingly but I heard him saying all this to even her.

He doesn't have any love towards me and now I really want to give up, I want to go to Mother and talk about it, I want to go to Jungkook and ask for a divorce as soon as possible.

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