The Prince's Unwanted Wife //Jikook//Kookmin//

十 三

"I can't believe you Jungkook!"

"I... I am sorry, Mother"

"You know how much he looked hurt, I told you to have a new start with him but you are just unbelievable I don't think I can bear with your attitude anymore"

"Yes.... Mother"

"You know if Jimin asks for a divorce because of this, I won't even deny it, I mean this is just despicable you know you are respectively married moreover it is my own sister's son and I know I mentioned it many times but for you to realise that he isn't just anyone I picked for you he is way more dear to me than just being married to you and I am just speechless now. What will I say to her? What will I answer? Have you left a choice for me to even explain myself"

"I will explain it to her myself"

"What will you explain? That although you are married you go with that girl again?! Leaving Jimin alone the whole night, he locked himself the night probably crying and regretting agreeing to marry you!

"Mother I--"

"Please leave Jungkook"

"Alright"

....
Jimin POV

"Jimin...Please open the door"

Jimin,jimin,jimin all I hear is Jungkook saying that for about an hour now, well that is nothing to what I felt when he left me. It does make me feel bad when he just stands there and I'm not replying but I have no heart to make it up with him this time. He is unpredictable and he cannot change unless miraculously something happens and if I don't find a way we both know this marriage won't last a day longer. I don't let him in that night and I guess he either slept outside which I know he would never or went to the other chamber but it could be that he went to her. I want to ask for a divorce but I can never gather up the courage and probably I was feeling too emotional because of crying that is why I said that.

I woke up and felt extremely dizzy and my throat and stomach were stiff and hurting a lot. I couldn't even get up and neither talk so I somehow made my hoarse voice reach to the maiden outside, once she came in she made me sit up on the headboard of the bed and was about to call the royal medicator but I stopped her since I had a few pills in my drawer, they were originally depression pills but could be used as pain killers as well. I instructed her where they were and she handed me a glass of warm water to take with them and went off to get me warm honey tea for my throat. I have been taking these pills for about a week now but I cannot assure that they are absolutely working but I do agree that if I didn't take three of them daily I would have had a mental breakdown by now. I don't know whether I might be taking a bit much dose since I did not consult the medicator before using it but it is because he is the medicator of the whole castle and if he knows then Father, Mother and he will get to know that I am intaking depression pills. I have no mood to say his name or even think about him, come to think of it I haven't even seen him for a week or so by now since I am almost in my bed half of the day, I am afraid that when I go outside my problem might get triggered further because of something problematic and hurtful happening to me physically or emotionally, moreover I just wanted to avoid a few people in this castle to be specific only two people. I don't want to worry the ones who care about me, mom told me to come to live with her for a few days since Jungkook was out of town because of some royal issue but I kindly rejected. I tried to move a bit but my whole body ached all over again. I heard a slight knock outside and I knew it would be Mother, I tried my best to move but I was unable to so I stayed in that position.

"Come in"

"Jimin?"

"I'm here" she came towards me to the bed

"Anything wrong Mother?"

"No, it's just that I wanted to see you"

"Okay" I replied with a smile

"Uh Jimin"

"Hm"

"Look I know you are sick so you please do not hide it from me anymore"

"I.."

"The maiden told me and besides I saw you almost faint in the corridor as well" Jimin just kept silent

"Jimin please if anything is bothering you please let me know I'm like your mom too right?"

"Ofcourse" I tried not to show my pain

"Well then, if you need anything I am in your Father's royal room"

She left while smiling and once she was out I dropped my smile and finally could express my pain and not show a fake smile to hide it. Today it has been two weeks since the royal dinner and Jungkook is going by tonight, he is leaving for some days to replace his brother while he will come to visit here. I didn't really know him since he left for Gongju very early. I do not remember much from childhood but since he will come here while Jungkook is gone probably I will get to know him now.
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