50 shades of birlem

Chapter 33

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* Charles POV *

Joey and Loren were sitting down on the chairs as I kept pacing back and forth. "Charles sit down bud" said Joey

"N-No she's probably dead by now or-or maybe -I don't know but I don't wanna sit down bc if not ima just start freaking out even more" I said trying not to make eye contact

"Y/n Dallas" I heard a nurse call out from the doors, Loren immediately shot her head up. We all rushed to her and she took us to a room

"Ok, your friend didn't take a substantial amount of pills for anything major to happen to her. The cuts on her arms will go away there won't be any scars left behind. She's also lost a lot of blood so she'll be feeling nauseous for a couple days, but overall everything. She's gonna be ok" the nurse smiled

It felt as if a huge ball of pressure was relieved from my chest, she's gonna be ok. The love of my life is gonna be ok.

(There's probably sooo many errors in this story but just go with it lol)

* Joey's POV *

When I heard the nurse say y/n was gonna be ok it felt as if a weight was lifted off my chest, but why did she do this tho? I'll have to ask her at sometime but now it's time to apologize.

"Can we see her?" I asked the nurse, she bit her lip as she looked at me and nodded. Not gonna lie she was pretty hot, I winked at her and Loren and Charles and I walked in.

Y/n was asleep, she's such a beautiful human being, Why would she wanna do this to herself?

The way she is, such a warm-hearted, sweet, caring, funny, adorable person. I love her, and this is not just any ordinary type of love, this is real love. I've never felt this way about anybody tho? Only Lexi but she's just another devil.

Me on the other hand, I'm no where near to what y/n needs, she doesn't need a selfish, cold-hearted bastard like me. Charles is the type of guy she should be with, he's kind, good, and a loyal guy.

I should just give her back her job and just not have any physical relation with her, except work related.

Charles sat down next to her bed on a chair and grabbed her hand, Loren sat down on the other side while I sat on the couch in back of Charles.

"The nurse said she should be waking up within this time" Loren said as she looked at the clock.

I just sat their thinking, what if something else happens? What if she doesn't wake up? What if she's in a coma?

I just shook my head trying not to think of those things and that she'll be ok. Just calm down Joey . "Joey?" I heard a voice, soft yet quiet

I looked up and it was y/n, she woke up. "Hey" I got up and walked towards her, "What are you doing here?" she asked

"Well you see he started having an attack going crazy saying crazy things and he made me rush over here bc Loren was freaking out and I'm pretty sure I have atleast 4 speeding tickets" I smiled, she quietly giggled.

Charles and Loren had the biggest smiles on their faces while me, I was faking my smile.

I had worry all over my body, no happiness, no sadness, no madness, just worry.

(Why do I feel like when we say a word a lot of times it doesn't feel like a word anymore? Or is that just me?)

* Y/n POV *

I smiled and grabbed Charles hand, "Hey" I whispered to him. "Hey" he smiled, "Why'd you do it?" Loren started off by saying

I slowly sat up and looked at all 3 of them, "It's complicated" I said. "Y/n you drank 12 pills and sliced your wrists. What do you mean it's 'complicated' " Loren crossed her arms.